O.M.G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so last night i am over bebe and Shivonnes house and i get in the car so that Shivonne can take me home... well..... the door got stuck in the dirt and i didnt really pull that hard but i broke the handle off of the door. i felt so bad that i actually started crying and gave Shivvone the last 10 dollars that i had to last me until after august 30.... so know i cant do anything that requires money... lol. well anyways i am really confused right now, i really dont know what to do with this whole guy thing. it is really frustrating when i have people in my face all the time telling me what to do. especially jenn... i hate it when she tells me what i have to do. she thinks that i should date every loser that crosses my path... sorry i'm not like her in EVERY way... that differes us in a way. well now i guess that i am the one who is going to be the factor that depends on their relationship..... fucking great