"oh red beans and rice, it's just another day for me to see those jeans make your butt look nice"

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yesterday was lovely. i really love sundays for so many reasons. the morning started out rather hilarious. i really really wanted a mcgriddle for breakfast. if you have not have one, you should. so sam and i are on our way to mcd's before church and low and behold it is 10:40. even if they have the stinkin mcgriddles they won't let you have one after 10:30. so, me and my south beach dieting self almost cry because i had talked myself in to allowing myself to have such a delicious treat. instead sam and i end up at racetrac eating nasty biscuits that made us sick. anxiety, anxiety, anxiety. so, church was nice and then we went to play it again sports, which smells like nasty dirty balls (not that kind perverts) and then we went and had mexican. i look around and notice that there is a girl in there that i recognize from here, but i didn't say anything because i am shy sometimes. then it was nap time, sew time, vma time, coffee time and then trinity to the 930 service w. kate and dorie. i love spending time with new friends along with old friends who i love v. much.

i got home and prayed a long long time for God to help me not to pick myself apart so much and to help me from feeling so anxious most of the time.