Apr 25, 2005 21:08
That's right folks, believe it or not, there is a heckuva lot of drama amongst the 'drama' group. Hard to swallow, I know. I'm beginning to understand some things, and starting to get really annoyed, and so on. First of all, it makes much more sense now when I think about previous years and how those seniors must have felt. I'm sure my feelings are nothing new, but they're a bit new to me. I am dying to get out of high school. Before I just wanted to graduate and get on to college. Now I just reallllllllly want out of high school. I'm tired of the games, the egg-shell-walking, the deceit, the hurt feelings, the DRAMA!!! And of course, these will all occur throughout my entire life, but I need a bit of a break. Today I got mad, my friends got mad- everyone got mad. Bleh. I've enjoyed the Shakespeare play, but lately it hasn't been as... fun... I guess... as I wanted it to be. Part of it is just my crazy mind, but not all. Well. I've gotten some scholarships, so the amount of invisible money that I have to conjure up out of thin air is slowly getting smaller, thank God. That is good. I sorted out things with my friends. That's good. We picked a play for TOP. That is good, late, but good. Tomorrow are auditions. Also good. My parents aren't fighting. Good. My sister and my parents aren't fighting. Even better. I hardly ever have homework and I love my classes. That is great. I skipped choir today and Reeve isn't even mad at me. I'm not going to lie, that's just amazing. :) All in all, life is good. I just need to remind myself once in a while. The end. Bows. Runs off stage. Hehe, just kiddin.