Dreams: The act of betrayal
My mother had to go to the hospital, it was something serious, my aunt and angie were there with her. for some reason Paul was there too, we were talking shit and the conversation turned about how i'm going to lose both parents, so we went downstairs, there was a football game playing (Browns vs Titans) for some reason there was a stick or spear and people did the huddle and break around it, and i was holding it.
then, i see my father, hes a bit shorter then i remember, he's of course dressed in a suit with a red tie. he doesn't have his plug in his throat so i cant understand him fully. but needless to say my last thougths on him being dead are staring me in the face. How was he not dead? Was she lying to me all these years?!?! hes having to use his phone to comunicate with me, hes upset that i just let him "die off" and never looked for him.
At this point i'm almost in tears beggign for his forgiveness and any way to contact him, i start looking around, there's a small casino there and the name "Whitewashington" on one of the games. as i turn the corner one of the teams score a touchdown, tey won! but dude broke something in his hand, they said he broke his silver knuckle...odd
Trying to get back to my father and paul was something i couldn't seem to do, furnatuer litterally threew itself infront of me, so i took the elevator back up to my mother and confronted her, she said yeah she knew all along and i left, i left screaming back at her saying "Fuck you, and the horse you rode in on" and i woke up.