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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
[CHORUS]
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
I have been listening to this song over and over and over again and thinking about those words that i shared with my father. I told him i was done with him, and this time it is for real. I am done being hurt and let down time after time, he is so selfish and i will never understand why he would want to hold his own daughter back. And since this has happen i have been an emotional reck, which no one would know because i don't show it. I only show it to maurice, in fact i take it out on him and i don't want to. he is the love of my life, my other half and i am hurting him because i can not handle the emotional reck i am. i feel empty inside. i am such a caring person, i know i can be a bitch but i mean family is my life, its what a hold on a high horse above everything. I didn't want to let him go or push him out of the door, but it had to be done. "I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain," that is how i feel about my father, i have always wanted anything in the world to have a father who would just do anything and everything for me and to love me and want to help me and i would go through everything to try and get that from him and i still want that but the reason i am such an emotional reck is because i know now it will never happen. i will never have it, ever and it kills me inside. he has been keeping me down and i will no longer let that happen, i wont, i can't or it will ruin everything i am or have ever been. i will over come this, i will pray, i will understand the reason god wants this to happen, i will prevail and be strong, but its going to take awhile.......
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
[CHORUS]
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
I have been listening to this song over and over and over again and thinking about those words that i shared with my father. I told him i was done with him, and this time it is for real. I am done being hurt and let down time after time, he is so selfish and i will never understand why he would want to hold his own daughter back. And since this has happen i have been an emotional reck, which no one would know because i don't show it. I only show it to maurice, in fact i take it out on him and i don't want to. he is the love of my life, my other half and i am hurting him because i can not handle the emotional reck i am. i feel empty inside. i am such a caring person, i know i can be a bitch but i mean family is my life, its what a hold on a high horse above everything. I didn't want to let him go or push him out of the door, but it had to be done. "I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain," that is how i feel about my father, i have always wanted anything in the world to have a father who would just do anything and everything for me and to love me and want to help me and i would go through everything to try and get that from him and i still want that but the reason i am such an emotional reck is because i know now it will never happen. i will never have it, ever and it kills me inside. he has been keeping me down and i will no longer let that happen, i wont, i can't or it will ruin everything i am or have ever been. i will over come this, i will pray, i will understand the reason god wants this to happen, i will prevail and be strong, but its going to take awhile.......