It's raining really bad...
The weather seems to fit my personality right now. My eyes are swollen...they hurt so much. James and I broke up, yet again. This time it was him saying goodbye... Said he couldn't trust me anymore and that he would never talk to me again. Sounds like I did something horrific, doesn't it? Well, all I'm going to say is that I didn't cheat on him. It's something else. I'm not going to post it here. I know he'll read this, but I highly doubt he'll call me. Anyways, I had English again today, but thank gawd my Anti-Christ of a teacher wasn't there. She won't be here for the rest of the week. So we got out really early from class, and Bethany and I went to eat some brunch I guess you call it. I slept really well last night considering the circumstances. Brittany gave me the choice between codene or nighttime allergy medicine. I was already kind of tired, so I decided to take the sinus one. I didn't need to pass out right in my chair from codene. :-D So that helped me sleep. Dale called me and made me feel a little better. I don't think I would have felt as okay as I did if Brittany hadn't been here to talk to me and help me. Aaron also called and asked what was wrong, but I just told him it was a long story. He's coming over today to hang out. He's a cool guy.
So yeah, if it hadn't been for those two people, I probably would have been so depressed beyond belief. I really am, but I'm trying to keep my mind off of it. I know that God has a reason for everything, and maybe He's trying to show James and I both that there is a world other than ourselves. I honestly don't know, but I know everything will eventually work its way out.
To all of my friends back home, I'm more than likely coming back to Dallas during October 18-20. I don't know if it will be all three days, or just one day. I'll update about that later.
The weather is getting colder and colder and not to mention rainy. I haven't been to Wichita Falls during the winter. My dad told me that it gets really cold and snowy here because we get all the winds and weather right off the Rocky Mountains. I also found out that this coming summer, MSU is gutting all of Killingsworth (my residence hall). The bottom three floors were built in 1964, and the top three were built in 1968. So this building is really freakin' old. My dad told me the floor is espestis. Don't know the spelling. So yeah...they're already starting on the new dormitory right behind mine... So next year, all the lower classmen will be put into the current upperclassmen dorms, and the upperclassmen next year will get the brand new dorms.
I won't be here anyways, so it doesn't matter. In the meantime, we can do anything we want to our rooms. Well, atleast that's what we think. Hehe. We have room inspections next week. Sometimes I wish I was a lesbian, then I wouldn't have to worry about guys. Ya know?
So yeah, if it hadn't been for those two people, I probably would have been so depressed beyond belief. I really am, but I'm trying to keep my mind off of it. I know that God has a reason for everything, and maybe He's trying to show James and I both that there is a world other than ourselves. I honestly don't know, but I know everything will eventually work its way out.
To all of my friends back home, I'm more than likely coming back to Dallas during October 18-20. I don't know if it will be all three days, or just one day. I'll update about that later.
The weather is getting colder and colder and not to mention rainy. I haven't been to Wichita Falls during the winter. My dad told me that it gets really cold and snowy here because we get all the winds and weather right off the Rocky Mountains. I also found out that this coming summer, MSU is gutting all of Killingsworth (my residence hall). The bottom three floors were built in 1964, and the top three were built in 1968. So this building is really freakin' old. My dad told me the floor is espestis. Don't know the spelling. So yeah...they're already starting on the new dormitory right behind mine... So next year, all the lower classmen will be put into the current upperclassmen dorms, and the upperclassmen next year will get the brand new dorms.
I won't be here anyways, so it doesn't matter. In the meantime, we can do anything we want to our rooms. Well, atleast that's what we think. Hehe. We have room inspections next week. Sometimes I wish I was a lesbian, then I wouldn't have to worry about guys. Ya know?