Sep 18, 2002 19:32
Ever think that things can't get any worse for you? Sometimes I get so upset that I can't think of what to write in here. There's so much going on in my head that I seriously can't think straight. When I first got to WF, I felt alone. I had no idea of how much worse it would get. I eat lunch and dinner usually by myself. It's not that I'm bad at making friends, because I'm not. Just the ones I make end up being total idiots. I'm very picky when it comes to who I trust. My mood has already gone down the shitter this week because a lot of my friends that I haven't seen in awhile won't be able to make it to my 18th birthday party. I'm only home for one day, that's it. Probably won't be back until Christmas or Thanksgiving.
Let's see how many perspectives we can take on how bad things are right now. First, my parents are being complete jerks because they won't allow my own boyfriend in my house. Second, I won't get to see hardly any of my friends, not to mention I'm still hurting because of the fact that my own best friend ditched me because I was leaving for college. Third, school here is starting to suck. I'm failing English because of one shitty teacher, and I might be failing Psychology. Fourth, Dale is pissed off at me because he thinks that I hate his girlfriend for no obvious reason... That's not it at all, I was just joking, but he can't seem to believe that.
This is a point where most people go out and drink their sorrows away or smoke their sorrows away. Oh, and if you read this, please don't leave a post with your sympathy. I REALLY hate sympathy. But hey, there's always someone out there doing worse than me, right?
I'm leaving.