Dec 05, 2005 15:38
So here it is...2 weeks before i'm done with this semester from hell. You would think i would be rejoicing in the fact that i just have 1 test from each class to worry about. Problem is that i'm flipping out. I have to do exceptionally well on these last exams so that my grades will be somewhat alright. It's not that i've been slacking...it's just finance is not that much easier than accounting like i had thought. It's a whole different concept of dealing with money. Before i was just recording historical transactions and predicting budgets. Now i'm having to analyze investments and predict future interest rates, etc. I know to most of you this is jibberish but this is stuff i have to deal with on a day to day basis. Not only am i having to worry about all of that, i have my dad and other family members pressuring me on figuring out what i'm goin to do and where i'm goin to live after graduation! I have no idea what i want to do or where i want to live! I hope that i'm not the only almost graduate that feels this way.
Then there's all little things that are getting to me. I feel that i'm constantly confused about a certain situation. Sometimes i wish that things weren't said so that i could move on and forget about it. But then again i'm glad that i heard those things cuz they're good to hear, but now i'm stuck in limbo and not sure to move on and forget or make sure there's not anything before i move on. Confusion friggin' sucks!
Well, i know things will get better for me. I just need a good long break from tally and i'll be alright! There's a new year and a new start coming up so i'll be alright!