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[redhead_rising]

...
[voice muffled, sounds like she's crying]
--

I'm home...

--
..
B-but no one's there...

[voice breaks off]

[high-pitched, as if trying to cheer herself up]

B-but the pills are here...great, drugs right? X)

And the doctors check on me every once in a while.

[Private/Hackable to Friends]

I remember how you spoke to me...

It was strange to see your face not

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[the_grey_witch]

Doctors are idiots, are those pills even working? Do you... need... anything? *awkwardly*

And death makes people more appreciated. I think you brother would be happy to know you're thinking of him.

[redhead_rising]

...Mm, I need chocolate and starch-filled food. :P

Yeah, though he was a total idiot. *chuckles and sniffs a bit*

[the_grey_witch]

[ooc: *huggles Kallen 'cause of that icon*]

Hm, I don't have chocolate, but I have tons of pizza. That's starch, right? I never paid attention in school about food groups anyways.

Heh. I thought we established that most mens are?

[redhead_rising]

[I cry when I see her look at the picture. He should have told her something, stupid twit! *cries*]

...*snifflehics* P-pizza s-sounds r-really good...! *sniffle*

...*wipes eyes* Y-yeah, you're right. I keep forgetting. *smiles*

H-he was a good i-idiot...I just..when it rained like that...I remember the day he went down..

[the_grey_witch]

[XDDD;; THE BASTARD!]

Glad to be of service, I'll bring some over soon.

You need to stop forgetting that, it's one of the most important lessons a girl should know!

...He must've been somethin' to make you cry like this. *small smile* But I don't think he wants you to be crying like this.

[redhead_rising]

[>:D Y-Y-YEAH! *raises fist though she has no idea why*]

;__;

Thank you C.C.! [Insert emotional girl bonding scene XP]

Y-you're right! I mean, it's so obvious they're retarded, r-right?! *laughs a bit*

*smiles quietly*

He taught me how to laugh and he taught me how to fight. Fight through anything.

*trembling smile*

...I loved him..I..you couldn't NOT love him, y'know? He was everyone's friend.

[NUNNALLY OH GODOHGOD--*cries more*]

[the_grey_witch]

*laughs* That's the spirit. Retarded is a good way to put it.

...*sad smile* I don't know what it's like to have family. He sounds like... a great person. It would've been fun to meet him.

[ooc: LOL *random but joins in crying*]

[redhead_rising]

*nod*
...I could think of some others but..*whines* I don't wanna..

*smiles gently* It's not all it's cracked up to be. Some family you love but you hate because they aren't strong enough to take care of you--others you hate for leaving ya..
Some you can't be seperated from.

And then there's your friends, who just so happen to be around and be a falling cushion.

When in doubt, you choose the falling cushion.

*sniffs and laughs*

[*thumbs up* Dood, I am so random. Let me say that nao. *blubbers* RURUSHU...ILU BB. ]

[the_grey_witch]

Pizza first then, talk later.

Sounds complicated. I guess I'm lucky I don't have family members to worry about, it's so much easier just to worry about yourself.

Friends are falling cushions? Hm. O_o I thought they were there for your entertainment.

[ooc: I WUV HIM TOO. <3 And Suzaku, whom I hated since season 1 but totally redeemed himself in R2. XD]

[redhead_rising]

*nods mock seriously*

Indeed.

*then laughs*

Yeah, they're a hassle. But sometimes our friends are the family that forgot us.

Oh, they are for amusement C.C. They are. *smiirk*
Real friends are the ones that you openly tell you suck and start laughing because they actually believe you.

And..you'd be surprised, they are good falling cushions. ;)
[ooc: All time favorite character naow. Same here. Not to mention halfway in R2. And ugh, I don't want to admit it but, TURN 25 THEY HAD A GAY MOMENT. XD;;]

[the_grey_witch]

[ooc: THEY DID. XD OMG, THE HELMET THING. I WAS ALL WTF?!!?]

Family that forgot us... Isn't that a bad thing? *saddened*

Oh! That part I know well then, haha. There are many good friends here, then. I... never tried using them as falling cushions. I don't like to... well, fall.

[redhead_rising]

[I WAS LYKE, "WHUT?CANON PAIRING IS A-GO-GO WTF?!" I felt better though when he remembered the kissing scenes. But still, I feel so bad for Suza. ;-;]

*small smile*

Sometimes we're better off. I know I am. My father was a bastard for leaving my mom and breaking her the way he did. In exchange for losing him, I got a friend who's practically my big brother.

I'm sure you have friends that are like sisters to you, maybe you just don't realizing it.

*smiles gently*

Sometimes falling is good. You break in pieces and then you kind of mend yourself back together with those that are willing to help. And when you finally stand up...

You're a hell of a lot more whole than you were before. -grins-

[the_grey_witch]

[ooc: IT MADE ME CRY EVEN MORE. ;_; ALL OF IT. Ugh, goddamn you Sunrise, for being so good at what you do. XD I do like that Suzaku came full circle though. He was so blinded by his hate for Lulu for most of both seasons that he didn't realize his ultimate goal. D:]

I... Maybe. I have a few friends I can go out partying with and... that sort of thing. I guess. *uncomfortably* How did we get on this topic anyways?

Heh. I can't afford to fall. Besides what name I've built up for myself here, I'll just vanish into thin air if I fall. It's a harsh world here, no one would miss one girl if she disappears.

...I am? O_o What are you talking about, are those pills getting to your head now?

[redhead_rising]

[I'm breaking in pieces over it. I'll probably post the fanfics it bled out of me on the Code Geass community. XD; ...Ugh, I loved him too much. Sunrise you...you...you ice-bitch! *cries* You took my Clamp noodle! You took him in all his shiny glory! ]

*blinks* Y'know, no clue how we got here, but the fact is, we're here. I know some of those friends would help you.

Yeah, it's a batshit world, but, and don't look at me and say,' aw, the cute little redhead said something moving' but I'd be pretty damn sad if something happened.

Do you realize the lack of girls worth talking to in this city? D:
I mean, ones I can handle. I'm not exactly girly, in case you haven't noticed. *twirls a strand of hair*

*blinks and laughs*
Maybe I am being stupid..*wipes her eyes*
But, I guess what I'm trying to say is that you don't have to be alone. I don't want you to, and I don't want to either.
[...Dammit, I want to get that BFF icon. Because...Because it's pretty, dammit! D:<]

[the_grey_witch]

[ooc: LOL NOODLE! Oh god, I need to call him that now. XD I KNOW. BEST CHARACTER DEVELOPED EVER. I never thought I'd have anyone to match Yagami Light from Death Note, but he was it, and so much more. 8D]

*tiny smile* You're a strange one, Kallen. You don't make a lot of sense.

A lot of people aren't worth talking to, but I do it anyways. Why? You get stuff out of them if they like you. :p You have yet to learn the art of tricking people, darling.

*snort* You're plenty girly. You need to wear a dress sometimes though, you know. Everyone needs to unleash their girly side sometime or other.

*blink* ...I guess I'm not alone, then. Not anymore. There are... some people I know I can go to. That's something, right? *small laugh*

[ooc: Hehehe, use it then? XD]

[redhead_rising]

[...Made me so proud to be a Lulu. *sniff* EW HE PWNED LIGHT. HE SO PWNED THAT CREEPER. :P]

*cheeks red*
...H-hey, I'm so full of ...sense. O//O

..Mm, maybe. But I want to get things my own way.

..I guess...not exactly had enough money to get one that's up to date but, ugh, I'm getting there. *massages temple*

Sweet. I got you to realize that. I'm so good, right?
*snort*
Gosh, C.C., that counts for a LOT. If you have at a few, then you're one lucky girl. ^_^