summers gone
soo its been a whole summer. i've accomplished nothing really. I thought senior summer would be fun but its not. its sooo foreboding. i know i have allll these applications, visits, and interviews to look forward to once the year starts and its just like this pressure constantly in the back of my head.
basketball was a mess. i knew it would be. it started off to good, with everyone into it and the team was really pumped. and then one game just set the mood for the rest of the season and it all went downhill from there. i hate the position im in. baskteball isn't my main thing. i've only been playing for four years but its been constantly the past four years. i just sorta want to be done but its such an obligation to play. it sucks. something is going to change about the program, whether it be the coaching staff or the team because i won't play if the season reflects the summer. it wasn't fun. at all.
right now, im chilling at camp. fun times! basically its eat, sleep, run, swim, and play tennis with a guy from messalonksee. im sad to see all the relaxing end. soccer preseason must start at 8:30 to 11:30 is going to be a rough one! hopefully we will all be able to pull together and domiante this year. should be fun!
i got my bentley package today. hopefully i like it there and i wont have to go so far away. im getting more attached to this area as the days go on but i think its a fear of change more than anything. i wish i could just skip senior year and go right to college. that would rock. oh well... i guess its time to live high school up, as they say! much love.
basketball was a mess. i knew it would be. it started off to good, with everyone into it and the team was really pumped. and then one game just set the mood for the rest of the season and it all went downhill from there. i hate the position im in. baskteball isn't my main thing. i've only been playing for four years but its been constantly the past four years. i just sorta want to be done but its such an obligation to play. it sucks. something is going to change about the program, whether it be the coaching staff or the team because i won't play if the season reflects the summer. it wasn't fun. at all.
right now, im chilling at camp. fun times! basically its eat, sleep, run, swim, and play tennis with a guy from messalonksee. im sad to see all the relaxing end. soccer preseason must start at 8:30 to 11:30 is going to be a rough one! hopefully we will all be able to pull together and domiante this year. should be fun!
i got my bentley package today. hopefully i like it there and i wont have to go so far away. im getting more attached to this area as the days go on but i think its a fear of change more than anything. i wish i could just skip senior year and go right to college. that would rock. oh well... i guess its time to live high school up, as they say! much love.