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these last few days have been rough, and as a result, i've spent a lot of time feeling like a complete fuck-up. there is a definite positive of being a degenerate, especially when you believe in a bunch of ultra-left conspiratorial wingnut ideas like i do, but lately, everything just seems wrong, in regards to just about everything.
i'm not used to feeling this way, and while i may not be feeling these emotions as intensely as i was earlier today, its still a nagging thought. with luck, everything will be cool in a few days, as it usually is, but i'm beginning to question the general up and down nature of my life, especially these days, and wonder if maybe something is a little off.
i have no idea why i am writing this on the internet.
i'm not used to feeling this way, and while i may not be feeling these emotions as intensely as i was earlier today, its still a nagging thought. with luck, everything will be cool in a few days, as it usually is, but i'm beginning to question the general up and down nature of my life, especially these days, and wonder if maybe something is a little off.
i have no idea why i am writing this on the internet.