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I am anxious.
So, though I am exercising like a mofo, I'm also bingeing. I hate it but can't seem to stop. Anxiety bingeing sucks because it's not like I think that the eating will help relieve my anxiety. So I feel terrible about bingeing and still feel anxious. It's pretty stupid actually.
I did walk nearly 6 miles this weekend. You read that right -- 6 miles. It was actually sunny and pretty nice out, so I decided to go for a walk around the block. So yes. The distance around my block is 5.9 miles. It actually got funny at a few points -- I was like, am I really going to walk this whole way or should I call Rick (who was home napping -- bad back) to come get me? I sucked it up and finished, and it was actually a pretty awesome walk -- solitary and quiet. Took me an hour and 40 minutes, so I burned more than 450 calories! Pretty awesome!
Um. Hm. Thought I had a lot to write about but it all seems so damned boring. Gee, maybe I should have continued taking the St. John's Wort until the end of February rather than the end of January -- NOTE THIS, PLEASE, SELF!
So I'm going to Florida on Friday morning. We're going to visit Rick's aunt in Clearwater (she has a condo right on the beach) and then my folks are coming out to spend a couple of nights there with us (they get the twin beds - hah!:). Then we're going to head back to Ocala with them on Monday and stay until Saturday. We're hoping to go fishing while we're out there and also go to Sunsets at Pier 60. My sister has hinted that she might come down, which would be nice. I haven't seen her in about a year.
So I'm looking forward to some sunshine and warm weather, especially since we've got some less pleasant weather to look forward to around here. Also looking forward to eating some fresh seafood and getting regular walks in. And Spring better motherfuckin' be here when we get back. Or at least warmer temps. Or less snow. C'mon Western NY, throw me a friggin bone here!
OK that's it. I'm obviously not going to write anything non-sucky, so move along. Nothing to see here.
So, though I am exercising like a mofo, I'm also bingeing. I hate it but can't seem to stop. Anxiety bingeing sucks because it's not like I think that the eating will help relieve my anxiety. So I feel terrible about bingeing and still feel anxious. It's pretty stupid actually.
I did walk nearly 6 miles this weekend. You read that right -- 6 miles. It was actually sunny and pretty nice out, so I decided to go for a walk around the block. So yes. The distance around my block is 5.9 miles. It actually got funny at a few points -- I was like, am I really going to walk this whole way or should I call Rick (who was home napping -- bad back) to come get me? I sucked it up and finished, and it was actually a pretty awesome walk -- solitary and quiet. Took me an hour and 40 minutes, so I burned more than 450 calories! Pretty awesome!
Um. Hm. Thought I had a lot to write about but it all seems so damned boring. Gee, maybe I should have continued taking the St. John's Wort until the end of February rather than the end of January -- NOTE THIS, PLEASE, SELF!
So I'm going to Florida on Friday morning. We're going to visit Rick's aunt in Clearwater (she has a condo right on the beach) and then my folks are coming out to spend a couple of nights there with us (they get the twin beds - hah!:). Then we're going to head back to Ocala with them on Monday and stay until Saturday. We're hoping to go fishing while we're out there and also go to Sunsets at Pier 60. My sister has hinted that she might come down, which would be nice. I haven't seen her in about a year.
So I'm looking forward to some sunshine and warm weather, especially since we've got some less pleasant weather to look forward to around here. Also looking forward to eating some fresh seafood and getting regular walks in. And Spring better motherfuckin' be here when we get back. Or at least warmer temps. Or less snow. C'mon Western NY, throw me a friggin bone here!
OK that's it. I'm obviously not going to write anything non-sucky, so move along. Nothing to see here.