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there are a few and far between times when i wish i was home. as the time nears that this event will come to flower, it becomes further and farther between that i do. but honey, (becky and/or begga) i wish i could shoot over there as we speak. you guys are strong, and you will get through this. my cousin wes, just came over to visit with his fiancee jana. jana is 26 years old and has survived cancer, chemotherapy and a mastectomy of both breasts. wes has given up the comfortable life style he was accustomed to for a worse job, worse hours, and a horrible place, just so he could be closer to the airport and hospital. but here they are now. a little worse for wear, jana gets tired easily, wes couldn't stay for more than one night after an over 8 hour journey, because they have bills to pay. but here they are. i asked wes what his plans were for the future, and he said he wasn't sure and that he didn't care. as long as he was with jana, had the future of making a family with her, growing old with her, he didn't care. yeah. you guys are strong. this is just another obstacle, like the many u guys have already circumnavigated. as marvin gaye once said, ain't no mountain high, ain't no valley low, ain't no river wide enough baby. i love u, and iw ont wish u luck because the mighty know that luck is merely a fluke for the indecisive. you are neither. so i will just remind you not to doubt at all the fact that you will come out the other end of the tunnel smiling. remember.