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ugh! im already bored of studying!
anyway, just everything is so shitty right now.
i broke up with shawn since he was like the worst boyfriend ever, and i don't know if im happy about it. I mean, i really care about him, but i don't know if we can be friends anymore...at least not good friends. it would be too awkward. I don't even think he cared that we broke up. he's prolly relieved he doesn't have anyone to yell at him anymore, but it honestly makes me feel bad he didn't care about me (or showed that he did at least) when we were dating, and now like...it hurts that us breaking up didn't affect him at all! UGH. and im mad because for like the first time in my life, i don't have backup! noooOooOOOOoooooooo
my dad was in the hospital last night, but he's ok now. so that's good.
and the physics palooza was fun.
i might be bowling with laks tonight. we shall see.
anyway, just everything is so shitty right now.
i broke up with shawn since he was like the worst boyfriend ever, and i don't know if im happy about it. I mean, i really care about him, but i don't know if we can be friends anymore...at least not good friends. it would be too awkward. I don't even think he cared that we broke up. he's prolly relieved he doesn't have anyone to yell at him anymore, but it honestly makes me feel bad he didn't care about me (or showed that he did at least) when we were dating, and now like...it hurts that us breaking up didn't affect him at all! UGH. and im mad because for like the first time in my life, i don't have backup! noooOooOOOOoooooooo
my dad was in the hospital last night, but he's ok now. so that's good.
and the physics palooza was fun.
i might be bowling with laks tonight. we shall see.