New Reset Button

Apr 16, 2010 16:16

So I did something that was probably pretty stupid last night.  I've just been so ramped up from all the drama and stress that I couldn't take it anymore.  I couldn't even calm down enough to write a paper, read a book, or even watch tv.  So I took a Xanax, a Flexiril, and half a bottle of wine.  I came to around 11 this morning in my chair with both cats on top of me.

And I had been Reset.

This is the calmest I've felt in months.

I know what I did was really stupid and I could've died.  And I do not intend to ever do it again.

But it feels damn good to be relatively calm again.  And my To Do list today has thanked me for it....
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