Apr 16, 2010 16:16
So I did something that was probably pretty stupid last night. I've just been so ramped up from all the drama and stress that I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't even calm down enough to write a paper, read a book, or even watch tv. So I took a Xanax, a Flexiril, and half a bottle of wine. I came to around 11 this morning in my chair with both cats on top of me.
And I had been Reset.
This is the calmest I've felt in months.
I know what I did was really stupid and I could've died. And I do not intend to ever do it again.
But it feels damn good to be relatively calm again. And my To Do list today has thanked me for it....