Fabulously Ugly (And Very Random)
I feel like i am of all kinds of physical ugliness. Right, once again. Decided on intensive dieting that includes starving starting tomorrow while thoughts of a chocolate cake is killing me.
No new pictures of myself because i have been on the low side recently.
Period.
My hair is in a mess and i hated it although Joaquim had to kill all thoughts of me getting a rebond when she casually commented, 'It is nice.'
There it goes. Back to square 1. Say hello to my love and hate relationship with my hair. Oh screw everyone who has a suggestion. Sorry.
Been painting for the past days in arylic. Love arylic paint so much. Lost the important white and had to purchase a 12 set color which cost only 10 bucks. Popular is giving us a cheaper variety now, with arylic, watercolor, oil and they even sell watercolor paper, cheap ones but sparing us from a hole in the wallet. Am feeling incredibly proud of myself for purchasing the daler rowney watercolor paper when nafa shop was having a 30% closing sale.
Anyway heard from Mr Koon that they invented waterproof poster color. Cheap paint that works like arylic.
Painting simple naturelife while watching animal planet, high. Need to buy an apron tmr.
Need new clothes. Hate my face, my boobs, my thighs now. Weirdly enough someone is still out there to give me some love.
HAH. Not as superficial as me, probably. BTW, addicted to cable tv, channel 55, 56, 60, 66, 67, 68, 58, 10. Can stay home forever but have to work so that i can feed myself and not to see myself as a complete waste of space.
Wilson just sent some love over the friendster messaging. ARGH, i miss that apple hunter.
Talk about spaceship. I miss my spaceship that runs on alcohol. Bring on the booze and all the crazy partying.
I am ever guilty if i brought any undesirable changes, but please know i do still love and care about all of you.
Squad leader, i so need you on my side to guide me.
Caught Music Station on channel 84 animax and saw the very pretty Leah Dizon singing a horrible song but few days ago saw a sell-sex yet sweet video of her on channel 51. Want a body like hers.
Sleeping cause i have to see the boss tmr.