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[redeyedstars]

 everything was going so amazing in my life..
and then that one thing had to go wrong to mess it all up.
it seems as everything is breaking apart each day.
i have lost that happy glow that i had.
what else can go wrong...lets see
maybe i should just move to MI
idk....
ill miss jaz and kels to much 
one more year im starting a new life 
my life 
just start over like all the other times in my life 
i guess running is the best thing to do to stay happy 
i just want to run.

i feel like a fool 
i feel lied to 
i feel like crying 
i have no ambition anymore.
i feel not good enough
when will be?

when will my family find peace 
when will home feel like home 
when will he snap again

where is my smile?