Falling in Love with NOone Special.
So today i have decided i am falling in love with no one special. meaning no one at all. god i wanna fall in love. i wanna find somebody now that im finally over jerk face. sometimes i think that the whole thing with him was just a waste of a whole year that i could have been with someone who appreciated me. hhhhmmmm. i should be doing math right now hell i dont feel like it. and actually the real reason is im tired of getting these damn questions wrong. i cant wait till i graduate. a year earlier than all those losers at hutch high. YES!!!! theres an odd aroma surrounding me...its not me i swear. i think its my cat-we havent gotten her fixed yet and the pile of clothes next to me stinks like pee pee hardcore. i should do the laundry.....back. anyways. i feel like i am never going to get out of kansas. i hate it here. it sucks. i think my zoloft is working though. i feel so much better. there were days when i was so depressed i thought i was literally dying. i thought i saw James yesterday as i was driving....im pretty sure it was him. my stomache did about 80 churns and my breakfast went back into my throat....the bad thing about that was it was already 3:00. i had breakfast at 9:00. yuck.gosh i love the misfits. the song im listening to it Vampira. they rock. i think i might add more interests to my LJ considering everytime i see it i wanna add like 75 to the list. what am i blabbing about???it makes no sense. i start talking about one thing and it ends up another. oh yeah and if anyone knows can you drink if your on zoloft??? hm.