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we we're cleaning out the 'mud room' today and i got a coat from the airforce that my uncle brought back. its really nice. i hope i find the liner but if not, its still a nice jacket. shit...i hope miranda is okay...i just wanna give her a hug and a place to stay so she isnt yelled at everyday by her fucking whore of a mother. i love you miranda *hug*. i have no idea why i put that in here....not like she reads this bullshit. fuck. if i could get a ride to her house/julias house or somewhere relatively near montigue road id definitly plop this other uarter in her lap and tell her to toke away. :( i miss my miranda. im gunna have to get her either weed or some fungus-filled-joy. better yet...taking her mom out of the equation would work too but im big dave...i cant kill people. well i could. oi. i love miranda a lot...like a lot a lot...like A FUCKIN LOT. its not the oh i wanna date/fuck/ditch you love...its the same kinda love i have for my little sister. like i just HAVE to be there for her and take care of her. and i want to so bad.
on another note. the dating thing doesnt work for me anymore. i cant bring myself to actually care about someone. with kelly i barely gave a fuck that anything was happening with us. i ditched her to go rip a bong with johnson. asshole move on my part but what i learned from it was that i shouldnt date anyone or even fuck around with anyone...just cause theyll get hurt and i really just dont give a fuck.
on another note. the dating thing doesnt work for me anymore. i cant bring myself to actually care about someone. with kelly i barely gave a fuck that anything was happening with us. i ditched her to go rip a bong with johnson. asshole move on my part but what i learned from it was that i shouldnt date anyone or even fuck around with anyone...just cause theyll get hurt and i really just dont give a fuck.