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i screw up at work alot. it sucks. probably because i don't think my job is important. and that's probably because my superiors treat my job casually, so i assume my only responsibilty is to answer the phone. apparently not. this is not a good enviroment for me. sitting at a stale desk for 8 hours, aching for the hours to pass. DOING NOTHING. honestly i do nothing. and it's not like i can just read a book, because i have to be somewhat aware of my surroundings. usually, i come home pissed off because i just wasted my day. but it pays better than anything else i could do right now. i efffing hate it here.
school is going to provide much desired variation in my life.
things need to change in my life.
i love change. i love it.
school is going to provide much desired variation in my life.
things need to change in my life.
i love change. i love it.