Oct 16, 2004 20:43
Eyes are feeling heavy
but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin
but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me,
I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything
for you to call your own -YC
Today was really long and really boring. I got in a fight with you today about something. I guess we are okay now. We just didn't seem to agree about the situation and I didn't know how to explain stuff to you. I guess I'm glad that I told you, I mean it gets things more out in the open and I was having a hard time. I feel bad though cause in a way it was my fault that we got into it today. I just can't seem to make you understand that it's just in my nature to forgive people. I guess it's not in your's .. not when it comes to things like that..I don't know.. maybe I'm just rambling man but the fight just sucked.
Taylor wanted me to come over
- that didn't happen...
Neely ran into a boat today.
I can't figure out what to do about this
I'm gonna go get my nails done tomorrow afternoon I think. I'm just tired of painting them and repainting them.. I figure that if I go get fake ones, that it will give me a break from using nail polish every other damn day. I really shouldn't though, considering we have to fucking work with clay in art for the next few days but I don't care... I'm doin' it anyways.
I'm gonna get off here and take a shower.
<3 BeCca West muh'fucka!!