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graduation is on friday and it's making me feel way weird. this morning nothing was really different but something about signing yearbooks makes it so much more real that it's all over. and yeah i'll be one of those people crying during the whole ceramony. i guess you could say i've changed so much during high school, especially the last few months. i've realized what's really important, best friends and love and enjoying every minute. i decided i really like my smile and need to show it off as much as possible. and seriously it's been hard to stop smiling lately. it's not that everything always ends up perfect because it doesn't. divorce taught me a lot about that. but it's not about the ending its about what happened in between. and in between my parents loved me and they loved each other so who cares how it ends. it helped me learn a lot about myself. i need love and i need to stay close with the people i love/have loved because i left parts of myself with them and when i'm with them i'm stronger. the first three years of high school i thought that was a flaw with myself. the fact that i gave myself and so much of my heart to people and i thought it made me weaker. but right now i'm so strong and i honestly have no regrets. high school equals the best and worst times of my life but it ended with the best so everything's gonna be okay. my friends are the most amazing people i know and i don't know what i'd do without them. right when i realize how much i love them i have to get ready to leave. but it's okay cause i'm finally ready. they helped make me who i am and now that i know i have no problems with leaving high school. it feels weird but it doesn't exactly feel like an ending. so here's to the summer being the best summer of my life with all the people i seriously love to death!