Abandoned

[reddragon999]

Locked all alone in a doungeon I built to harbor Demons
Reeling, seeking, falling, fading
Sickened by the sound of my own discomfort
as I reach out to embrace you
Hating, loving, laughing, crying
So much confliction
All I need is to remove this affliction

I am not this guy
who's before my eyes
Lonely, needing, heeding, hearing
Calling out for life
and recieving death
I am not this guy
who's before my eyes
A pathetic shell without a soul

Trapped in a hull of tortured souls
Needing, calling, crying, screaming
Laughing at the sound of my own misfortune
as I discard my judgement
Raging, Judging, loving, hating
So much confusion
All I need is to remove this illusion

I am not this guy
who's before my eyes
Lonely, needing, heeding, hearing
Calling out for life
and recieving death
I am not this guy
who's before my eyes
A pathetic shell without a soul

Now would be the perfect time
to shout it out while it's in it's prime
I have forsaken all that I know
Given into demons, No !
It's not you who's left me
I have ABANDONED YOU !
I'm so sorry !
I'm so sorry !
Give me another chance to savior this
Give me another chance to refuse this
MY SAVIOR !
ABANDON ME NOT !