Jan 10, 2006 17:04
got bored waiting for my classes to start today so i decided to read my old journal entries. found this one from new year's eve 2004:
"there's just over 8 hrs left in 2004 and i couldn't be happier. this year has been more heartache than fun. i'm already pretty sure 2005 is gonna be the best year for me in a long time. my dad's comin back from costa rica, i'm goin back to school, we're gonna finally fight these fuckers the right way and end this shit, and my life should be finally back on track. now watch all that go straight to hell and me be back on here one year from today cursing 2005 for driving me off the edge. oh well".
i used to be optimistic, i used to think the future for me was finally starting to look up. guess i was wrong.
takin 3 classes this semester then doing 3 more over the summer and i'll have my AA. for some gay reason, my hs spanish records aren't showing up saying i've done 4yrs of foreign language and my ap govt shit ain't on there either. fucking retarded-ass valencia can't do nothin right. time to slap bitches down like dominoes