I think it's time to make this something that is more than only fair.
Second thoughts are scary.
So why do I have them?? :(
Exciting news: this saturday is pat's big 18th birthday!!!
We are taking him dancing :) I am tres excited.
Then Wed. is our fall break... and me and Stephens one year.
I have been dating Stephen for year. Can you believe it? Yea. Me neither.
Friday we are offically celebrating it.
SATURDAY I AM GOING UP TO ECU TO SEE MY CLAIRE-A-BELL.
And see Whitney Madren's play avec Vincent. I, again, am tres excited.
by the by my french class got cancelled today. which is good, because otherwise I would've slept through it. hahahaha. whoops.God likes me today
but yea. second thoughts.
i second guess every motive of a thought. or action. or breath i make. it's starting to distract me and piss me off I really need to focus on my school work but... I just don't know what to do. My mind keeps wandering back to the one question: is it all worth it?
I want to say yes.
I really want to say yes.
I think it's getting to the point where I can be myself again.
I think its getting to the point where we have almost made amends.
I think it's getting to the point that is the hardest part
And if you call? I will answer. And if you fall? I'll pick you up.
And if you court this disaster? I'll point you home.
You think I only think about you when we're both in the same room.
You think I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed.
You think we're here to play the game of who loves more than whom.
And if you call? I will answer. And if you fall? I'll pick you up.
And if you court this disaster....
I'll point you home
So why do I have them?? :(
Exciting news: this saturday is pat's big 18th birthday!!!
We are taking him dancing :) I am tres excited.
Then Wed. is our fall break... and me and Stephens one year.
I have been dating Stephen for year. Can you believe it? Yea. Me neither.
Friday we are offically celebrating it.
SATURDAY I AM GOING UP TO ECU TO SEE MY CLAIRE-A-BELL.
And see Whitney Madren's play avec Vincent. I, again, am tres excited.
by the by my french class got cancelled today. which is good, because otherwise I would've slept through it. hahahaha. whoops.God likes me today
but yea. second thoughts.
i second guess every motive of a thought. or action. or breath i make. it's starting to distract me and piss me off I really need to focus on my school work but... I just don't know what to do. My mind keeps wandering back to the one question: is it all worth it?
I want to say yes.
I really want to say yes.
I think it's getting to the point where I can be myself again.
I think its getting to the point where we have almost made amends.
I think it's getting to the point that is the hardest part
And if you call? I will answer. And if you fall? I'll pick you up.
And if you court this disaster? I'll point you home.
You think I only think about you when we're both in the same room.
You think I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed.
You think we're here to play the game of who loves more than whom.
And if you call? I will answer. And if you fall? I'll pick you up.
And if you court this disaster....
I'll point you home