im tired of ppl who claim to care about me bitch about my life and the ppl im with!
good lord!!!!!! okay so if u hadnt already figured it out i got betsy back after a horrendous and i mean horendous week.
monday
- slight arguement with ryan over something i cant even remember and doesnt matter
- went ande hung out at karens
- walked home in the pouring rain. it was a massive storm
tuesday
- woke up feeling like crap
- canceled tutor cuz i felt so sick
- layed around and ate ice cream cuz it was the only thing i could get down my throat
wednesday
- still hella sick
- lost voice
- layed around
- mom took the nite off and took me to the dr, who preceded to take one look at my throat…wait no not a look a GLANCE and he told me i had a hella bad case of strep throat. FUN i kno oh and i had a cold at the same time, and larenjitis <-- ive never felt so sick
- ate chicken noodle soup and layed around
thursday
-feeling a little better but still hardly have a voice
-had plans to go out with gina and karen but karen felt sick and gina flaked so it didnt happen
-hung out at karens house watching crappy old movies
friday
- woke up hella early, cuz blaire was coming over
- cleaned my room
- blaire came over
- things were goodd for a bit
- went to subway for dinner and argued over the fact that i wont cut someone out of my life becuz they smoke, i was trying to subtly find out if she would be okay with the fact that i smoke, shes not so i havent told her yet
- ran into monica "forgot" to introduce blaire, oh well :P
- listend to blaire bitch about the no school (she fails to recognize the med issues) the drinking and the no college thing "which she and her mom (she effin told her mom about all this) fail to understand" which turned into ur wasting ur life away
- saw crappy ass movie that she luved way to much. the girl was litterally jumping around in her seat at every little historical fact and i thought she was going to die from excitement the second the mentioned boston
- walked around and things were better-ish
- i was hit on by some icky guy (would just like to stress the fact that it was me and not her that got hit on all nite. go me! lol) preceded to get rid of him without cracking a sweat.
-gave blaire a quick lesson in street smarts, the girl was dumbfounded meh the sheltered bitch
- then listend politly as she tried to pick fight after fight with me over why i dont say the pledge of alegince and why i dont believe in god. and why i do the things i do
- dropped blaire off at home and started screaming in the car after she left, and preceded to light up in front of her house and leave the butt there!
- talked to ryan who wanted me to come out but i didnt feel like it
- talked to karen who listend to me rant
- woke mom up to talk and that turned into "karen ur spinning out of control, ur not stable, u need to get back to school cuz that kept u grounded" meh. so i pulled her out of bed to watch a movie with me while i ate breadsticks
saturday
- got betsy back but everything had been erased and i thought i was going to die cuz there went all my archives and poetry and every paper and project for the past 4 yrs and all my pictures and that MUSIC! all 3000 songs :'(
- started fixing betsy up only to realize that SHE STILL SUX!
- talked to karen, but didnt go out hehe we were watching tv together over the phone!
- talked to ryan who wanted me to come over cuz he was having a party and he wanted to show me off (failed to mention it at the time) but i didnt go cuz i didnt feel like going out
sunday
- woke up and cleaned
- couldnt use betsy cuz my cord was kind of to be broked!
- went to dinner with the family and josh
- smoked with eric and josh while mom bitched about dad seeing when he was inside the entire time
- eric made them sing to me
- was bitched at for not going to college, and taking some time to figure out whats out in the real world
-smoked with eric and josh again :P i luv those two LOL eric was complaining and acting all brotherly about needing to meet ryan
- eric and josh got a kick out of the being out of school thing, they were giving me shit about it *innocent* im not faking
- had to type thingy for yearbook so went to kinkos and did it
- talked to ryan which was hard with mom rite over my shoulder and we were having one of those hella random funny ass convos that couldve gone on forever LOL
-went to karens house and then we went out
- got back to her place and then did her senior write up
- got home around 4 and passed out on the couch (i had planned on being home by 2 LOL )
today
-woke up at 7 to ralph jumping all over me with his ball wanting to play
-wnet back to sleep only to be woken up every half hour by a hungry cat or the phone ringing
-got up and showered and got ready for work
-went to work
- got a little bit of complaining from my boss about wasting my potential even tho she understands why im doing the no college thing rite away, cuz this way ill kno whats in the real world and ill do better in college and my career, but it would still be easier if i started in the fall
-worked my ass off for 3 hrs then missa showed and that was fun. i luv having the fact i chose not to get my liscense rite away rubbed in my face ("karen u would so luv driving its so free its this and that...u shouldve done it" <-- say that in a high nasely voice)
- went to prestons and got ice cream mmmm
- got home and started to feel sick, i think it was the lugging of all those papers i need to do at home
- got new cord for betsy
- started to feel even sicker
- talked to stephan (LMAO it was so much fun, the dudes hilarious) and i miss him so much already and he hasnt even left for europe yet :( whose going to keep me entertained, whose going to buy me vodka in pretty bottles, whose going to come open my apple juice at 3 am! oh well i kno hell have a blast and he promises presents and "censored" pics and lots of postcards
- talked to josh, i really think he hates the me and ryan thing cuz or else something else was really bothering him, but its not like hell tell me any of it since apparently "im not ready to hear it" whatever the fuck thats suposed to mean
- feel hella sick like i did last monday, nad my voice is starting to go again. so im going to bed.
CIAO
monday
- slight arguement with ryan over something i cant even remember and doesnt matter
- went ande hung out at karens
- walked home in the pouring rain. it was a massive storm
tuesday
- woke up feeling like crap
- canceled tutor cuz i felt so sick
- layed around and ate ice cream cuz it was the only thing i could get down my throat
wednesday
- still hella sick
- lost voice
- layed around
- mom took the nite off and took me to the dr, who preceded to take one look at my throat…wait no not a look a GLANCE and he told me i had a hella bad case of strep throat. FUN i kno oh and i had a cold at the same time, and larenjitis <-- ive never felt so sick
- ate chicken noodle soup and layed around
thursday
-feeling a little better but still hardly have a voice
-had plans to go out with gina and karen but karen felt sick and gina flaked so it didnt happen
-hung out at karens house watching crappy old movies
friday
- woke up hella early, cuz blaire was coming over
- cleaned my room
- blaire came over
- things were goodd for a bit
- went to subway for dinner and argued over the fact that i wont cut someone out of my life becuz they smoke, i was trying to subtly find out if she would be okay with the fact that i smoke, shes not so i havent told her yet
- ran into monica "forgot" to introduce blaire, oh well :P
- listend to blaire bitch about the no school (she fails to recognize the med issues) the drinking and the no college thing "which she and her mom (she effin told her mom about all this) fail to understand" which turned into ur wasting ur life away
- saw crappy ass movie that she luved way to much. the girl was litterally jumping around in her seat at every little historical fact and i thought she was going to die from excitement the second the mentioned boston
- walked around and things were better-ish
- i was hit on by some icky guy (would just like to stress the fact that it was me and not her that got hit on all nite. go me! lol) preceded to get rid of him without cracking a sweat.
-gave blaire a quick lesson in street smarts, the girl was dumbfounded meh the sheltered bitch
- then listend politly as she tried to pick fight after fight with me over why i dont say the pledge of alegince and why i dont believe in god. and why i do the things i do
- dropped blaire off at home and started screaming in the car after she left, and preceded to light up in front of her house and leave the butt there!
- talked to ryan who wanted me to come out but i didnt feel like it
- talked to karen who listend to me rant
- woke mom up to talk and that turned into "karen ur spinning out of control, ur not stable, u need to get back to school cuz that kept u grounded" meh. so i pulled her out of bed to watch a movie with me while i ate breadsticks
saturday
- got betsy back but everything had been erased and i thought i was going to die cuz there went all my archives and poetry and every paper and project for the past 4 yrs and all my pictures and that MUSIC! all 3000 songs :'(
- started fixing betsy up only to realize that SHE STILL SUX!
- talked to karen, but didnt go out hehe we were watching tv together over the phone!
- talked to ryan who wanted me to come over cuz he was having a party and he wanted to show me off (failed to mention it at the time) but i didnt go cuz i didnt feel like going out
sunday
- woke up and cleaned
- couldnt use betsy cuz my cord was kind of to be broked!
- went to dinner with the family and josh
- smoked with eric and josh while mom bitched about dad seeing when he was inside the entire time
- eric made them sing to me
- was bitched at for not going to college, and taking some time to figure out whats out in the real world
-smoked with eric and josh again :P i luv those two LOL eric was complaining and acting all brotherly about needing to meet ryan
- eric and josh got a kick out of the being out of school thing, they were giving me shit about it *innocent* im not faking
- had to type thingy for yearbook so went to kinkos and did it
- talked to ryan which was hard with mom rite over my shoulder and we were having one of those hella random funny ass convos that couldve gone on forever LOL
-went to karens house and then we went out
- got back to her place and then did her senior write up
- got home around 4 and passed out on the couch (i had planned on being home by 2 LOL )
today
-woke up at 7 to ralph jumping all over me with his ball wanting to play
-wnet back to sleep only to be woken up every half hour by a hungry cat or the phone ringing
-got up and showered and got ready for work
-went to work
- got a little bit of complaining from my boss about wasting my potential even tho she understands why im doing the no college thing rite away, cuz this way ill kno whats in the real world and ill do better in college and my career, but it would still be easier if i started in the fall
-worked my ass off for 3 hrs then missa showed and that was fun. i luv having the fact i chose not to get my liscense rite away rubbed in my face ("karen u would so luv driving its so free its this and that...u shouldve done it" <-- say that in a high nasely voice)
- went to prestons and got ice cream mmmm
- got home and started to feel sick, i think it was the lugging of all those papers i need to do at home
- got new cord for betsy
- started to feel even sicker
- talked to stephan (LMAO it was so much fun, the dudes hilarious) and i miss him so much already and he hasnt even left for europe yet :( whose going to keep me entertained, whose going to buy me vodka in pretty bottles, whose going to come open my apple juice at 3 am! oh well i kno hell have a blast and he promises presents and "censored" pics and lots of postcards
- talked to josh, i really think he hates the me and ryan thing cuz or else something else was really bothering him, but its not like hell tell me any of it since apparently "im not ready to hear it" whatever the fuck thats suposed to mean
- feel hella sick like i did last monday, nad my voice is starting to go again. so im going to bed.
CIAO