Im on the Brink of Apathy and I need to be pulled back
I cant even be around my own fucking cousin, the one I love so dearly, because i cant stand to see him the way he is. He has given up, and now he is merely a reprisentation of some one who was once filled with potential and ideas and emotions. He has given up, because somewhere along the line life got too hard, and it was easier not to deal with the problem than try to fix it. The worst part is when I try to talk to him about it, rather than bringing him back to existance, he pulls me to his apathy. Except mine is that of frustration and his is that of failure. So now I can't be around him any more, because until he regains his life I cant help but try to make him face the problem. The only problem is by trying I will destroy myself. So now i cant see him any more. Except that hes in the next room. My only hope is that maybe my future ignorance of him will give him insentive to at least try. Its all I can do now.