yet another one about driving
just had a bad lesson (again!) made dangerous mistakes, got scolded more than a few times :(
at the end of it, my instructor told me that unless i'm a 笨蛋, why am i unable to follow his instructions and keep repeating the same mistake?
and the answer is i really don't know. is driving supposed to be this hard? once i'm faced with all the traffic conditions out there, i forget all instructions and just go into autopilot, which thus far has always been wrong.
sighs. i really feel like giving up. if i fail this time, i will be changing to auto i guess. it's just that for all the notes i make, the visualising and practising in my head, it all seems to be useless cuz once i get out there i seem to forget everything and make very dangerous mistakes. like today i blocked the road cuz i failed to turn and alot of drivers were glaring at me and one guy even gestured rudely at me.
really feel like crawling into a turtle shell. i only dare to confide in C about my driving, but so far what he's done is to repeat my instructor's scolding at me and repeatedly ask me if i'm a 笨蛋.thanks alot stupid C!
sighs. last driving lesson for the week tmr, hopefully it'll be a better one!
at the end of it, my instructor told me that unless i'm a 笨蛋, why am i unable to follow his instructions and keep repeating the same mistake?
and the answer is i really don't know. is driving supposed to be this hard? once i'm faced with all the traffic conditions out there, i forget all instructions and just go into autopilot, which thus far has always been wrong.
sighs. i really feel like giving up. if i fail this time, i will be changing to auto i guess. it's just that for all the notes i make, the visualising and practising in my head, it all seems to be useless cuz once i get out there i seem to forget everything and make very dangerous mistakes. like today i blocked the road cuz i failed to turn and alot of drivers were glaring at me and one guy even gestured rudely at me.
really feel like crawling into a turtle shell. i only dare to confide in C about my driving, but so far what he's done is to repeat my instructor's scolding at me and repeatedly ask me if i'm a 笨蛋.thanks alot stupid C!
sighs. last driving lesson for the week tmr, hopefully it'll be a better one!