sitting on the edge
wondering should i stay, should i go, either way, i'm in control? hmm. summer's barely started, in fact not really started yet, wednesday is my official kick off. for a very long summer. don't become a student again 'til september the 16th, yeesh. that's more than three and a half months.
i need to get reading materials too, movies are fabu and games are divertido and all, but i need reading. actually maybe i'll start working on my book again. and compiling my Arabic dictionary. yesh, things i should be on top of. right on top of that, rose!
you all talk to me about how confusing people are and how confused you are and how confusing you are. i wish i could say the same, but methinks me only real gift is understanding people. but, like my Spanish, i can't always voice what it is I understand.
i've never been less alone and yet i feel as lonely as ever.
i've been spending way too much money on food especially considering i only do one or two meals a day and continue to shrink my stomach. i've been on call since friday morning and until tuesday morning, it's been completely silent inshallah it will stay the same but it puts a hamper on my drinking--- this is good, it means next weekend i'm going to go buck wild, especially since its the last weekend before my staffers get here.
yes, next thursday through saturday nights are going to be ridic.
someone lay me.
i need to get reading materials too, movies are fabu and games are divertido and all, but i need reading. actually maybe i'll start working on my book again. and compiling my Arabic dictionary. yesh, things i should be on top of. right on top of that, rose!
you all talk to me about how confusing people are and how confused you are and how confusing you are. i wish i could say the same, but methinks me only real gift is understanding people. but, like my Spanish, i can't always voice what it is I understand.
i've never been less alone and yet i feel as lonely as ever.
i've been spending way too much money on food especially considering i only do one or two meals a day and continue to shrink my stomach. i've been on call since friday morning and until tuesday morning, it's been completely silent inshallah it will stay the same but it puts a hamper on my drinking--- this is good, it means next weekend i'm going to go buck wild, especially since its the last weekend before my staffers get here.
yes, next thursday through saturday nights are going to be ridic.
someone lay me.