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i find myself sitting here thinking about you like i always do...i dont ever want to lose you...i dont want to mess up everything that we have...i hope that i dont...tried to go to bed last night...ended up laying there for a couple hours just thinking of you...not being able to fall asleep...then when i finally did fall asleep i didnt sleep that great...havent talked to you today...i miss you so much...i wish you could be here with me right now...i would give anything to see you right now...i just miss you so much...its so quiet around my house right now and i cant stand it...i dont wanna waste another day just sitting here by myself...i hate days like this...when you have to work...when i cant see you...days when im stuck sitting around the house with nothing to do...i just keep sitting here thinking about stuff...i just hope you realize how much i love you...and how much it would hurt me if you ever left...my worst fear is losing you