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I hate it how she let me into her life so easily, and then she was ready to just get rid of it all. It's selfish. Here I am letting her treat me like I puppet no matter how bad it hurts. Is she even worth the effort of being friends with? I've lost one friend, I'm not ready to lose another but it has happened.
She said she hadn't deleted me from her friend's list, I know I didn't. But looking at her profile after adding her back on, I realised how ready she was of getting rid of any ties with me and what I've introduced her to. It's like, she was only forced to put me back on her friend's list because I made an effort of asking her why. She didn't want to be associated with it all. And how in chat, she told me not to think about the past. "Next time we catch up, please don't think about the past."
It's easy for the person who hurt you to just say that.
Some bygones just can't be bygones. I take it back.
She said she hadn't deleted me from her friend's list, I know I didn't. But looking at her profile after adding her back on, I realised how ready she was of getting rid of any ties with me and what I've introduced her to. It's like, she was only forced to put me back on her friend's list because I made an effort of asking her why. She didn't want to be associated with it all. And how in chat, she told me not to think about the past. "Next time we catch up, please don't think about the past."
It's easy for the person who hurt you to just say that.
Some bygones just can't be bygones. I take it back.