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dear lj
so this weekend was busy. alot of running around trying to get things done, but nothing got really done. i scored a 88 on my fitness test. i almost felt like i was 19 again when i was running. i've been running to work because i'm always late and i think that paid off. i also been hitting the hard bag with my really sweet punching gloves. and of course weight training but right now i don't lift to much because i'm weak.
the other day i was driving with my newphew home and i was watching how he and his baby momma where interacting and it seems like they have chemistry, sometimes. not alot but they have something. i think the baby mamma knows that he's going to leave her one day, but i don't know why she still clings to him. i know a lil about having been hurt and i know shes going to hurt but i would get it over with now. idk.
school starts in a couple of weeks and i'm excited. i can't wait. but i'm also not prepared. i want to quite my job but i don't have a plan yet. i'm trying to get at least six credits so that i can get a student loan. i'm trying to get a car. i had a good amount of savings but ran into a big bump this weekend. bummer.
i have alot on my plate and alot of desions to make that will affect my future but idk. it was nice spending my time with you lj but i gots to go.
so this weekend was busy. alot of running around trying to get things done, but nothing got really done. i scored a 88 on my fitness test. i almost felt like i was 19 again when i was running. i've been running to work because i'm always late and i think that paid off. i also been hitting the hard bag with my really sweet punching gloves. and of course weight training but right now i don't lift to much because i'm weak.
the other day i was driving with my newphew home and i was watching how he and his baby momma where interacting and it seems like they have chemistry, sometimes. not alot but they have something. i think the baby mamma knows that he's going to leave her one day, but i don't know why she still clings to him. i know a lil about having been hurt and i know shes going to hurt but i would get it over with now. idk.
school starts in a couple of weeks and i'm excited. i can't wait. but i'm also not prepared. i want to quite my job but i don't have a plan yet. i'm trying to get at least six credits so that i can get a student loan. i'm trying to get a car. i had a good amount of savings but ran into a big bump this weekend. bummer.
i have alot on my plate and alot of desions to make that will affect my future but idk. it was nice spending my time with you lj but i gots to go.