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13th Combo - [Video]

Jul 14, 2011 18:40

[A letter. That's what Lloyd had come home to. A letter. A letter and a suddenly empty apartment, all of Zelos's things just... gone. Lloyd stands there, still numbly holding the letter. Things had been strained between them ever since he'd found out. Found out that Zelos was dead. And how. Why. But he hadn't seen this coming ( Read more... )

*eridan, *sheena, *zack fair, *colette, sudden violent urge to abandon you zelos, *mithos, *emil, *kratos, *dino, this is why zelos can't have nice things, loss, *jade curtiss, didn't mean for this to happen, *haseo, *kanaya

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foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 01:25:20 UTC

[... Why does he have a feeling this has something to do with the nightmare Zelos had a bit ago?]

W-What happened?

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 01:31:10 UTC

[Because Emil's smart enough to know that Lloyd wouldn't have reacted well to that?]

He moved out. He didn't warn me, he just did it. [He's trying to find refuge in anger. His hand clenches around the paper he's holding in his hand.] And then he told me he did in a letter!

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 01:33:22 UTC

[Yeaaaaah, the moving out part doesn't surprise him as much as it probably should.]

... Maybe, he just wants some time to himself?

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 01:35:58 UTC

I was giving him time to himself!

[Sort of. Except whenever they were in the same room, things were still stiff and tense. And maybe he'd tried a few more times to convince Zelos he should change his mind. But there was still plenty of time when he didn't!]

He just used it to pack!

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 01:38:44 UTC

I-I mean, a bit more than a few days though...

[An angry Lloyd was not one he wanted to see so he's not really looking at the screen anymore]

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 01:44:25 UTC

Why would he need time anyway? He's not the one who k... [The word sticks in his throat.] He says he's just fine with what happened to him!

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 01:48:34 UTC

[......E-Eh?]

B-But still, to have something like that broadcasted to everyone... It's painful.

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 01:52:48 UTC

He sure didn't act like it hurt. He said he wanted to die, Emil! He told me to let it go!

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 01:57:08 UTC

[Looking away from the screen a bit again at the yelling]

... I-I know.

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 02:01:18 UTC

[Sorry, Emil. Lloyd's more than a bit emotionally raw right now, and he's never really been one to hold his emotions back.]

I don't even get how he expects me to let it go! He's dead because of- Because I- I can't just forget about that!

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 02:11:11 UTC

I know...

[There's nothing else he can say now that he's like this so it's best to just let him rant it all out]

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 02:18:37 UTC

[That's probably the best thing Emil can do right now. With as many other emotions as Lloyd is feeling right now, it doesn't take long for Lloyd's shoulders to slump, anger petering out.]

I don't get it. I just... don't. I don't understand what he wanted at all.

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 02:22:31 UTC

[Now looking at the screen again, just thankful that the anger is subsiding, at least a little bit]

... A way out of it all. He must've just been tired.

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 02:32:41 UTC

If he was tired, then why didn't he just sleep?

foreversorryorz July 15 2011, 02:36:19 UTC

T-That's not what I meant... I don't really know what happened to him but being told that it would've been better if he wasn't born like that? He probably felt like he shouldn't exist and was just... tired.

[Trying to explain this and it's kinda hard orz]

I can't really explain it.

redcladidealist July 15 2011, 02:38:19 UTC

But that's wrong! Everyone has the right to be alive the moment they are born! He shouldn't believe that at all!

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