Still alive and boring
So I still have no desire to leave my house and be social. This will pass, I'm guessing, eventually. I would be more concerned if I was upset in any way, but I'm not. And I still manage to convince CG to come over and cook with me, which counts as socializing in my book.
*I'm still (most likely) irrationally annoyed with L1, since I really can't stand people that have to bring their partner everywhere with them. I got over that in high school.
*I miss Ohio summer. I miss it in general, because it my mind it's still my neighborhood and I still know how a summer day should go and it's certainly not happening now. Seasons have sort of ceased to exist since I moved here, which is disappointing and probably not helped by my burrowing in my apartment and not leaving.
*Steel came for a weekend and we gothed it every night, which was exhausting and awesome, except for the not one but two people wanted to leave early which ended with me first not having keys and then later Steel and I having to leave early since the second person was staying at my house.
The first didn't even want to come dancing, and expressed this for the first time by STARTING TO SOB UNCONTROLLABLY when we reached the club. She apparently pulled this lovely trick later the next day. Maybe she was having an off week or something, but geez, if you don't want to do something SAY it. You look manipulative (and quite stupid) if crying is your only recourse when making decisions.
That night was what I've been missing though- Steel and I danced as hard as fencing and the DJ was amazing. I wish I had more people to go with. There's a difference between saying you'd love to come goth dancing and actually enjoying yourself and not poking fun at things or looking uncomfortable. Err, not that that's happened before.
* I have definitively confirmed that violet wands leave me with tiny scabs (from burns?) where ever they touch. It is still three pull ups away. I'm at 3/4. Sigh. Went to party with CG, convinced pretty boy to wand me. She watched. Kinda weird, but par the course for us.
*PEANUT BUTTER PANDA PUFFS. I CANNOT STOP.
* Still not talking to Violet. Think it's for good this time.
* This year's ice cream social flavors: strawberry ricotta, gingered tea, lemon basil sorbet, black pepper lime sorbet, bourbon sweet potato, and we're bringing back the cinnamon sage.
*I think much of my inertia is due to the job. This is the month I promised I would do grad school apps. What fun.
*New fandom, Dr. Who, eating my brain. Also assisting Steel with the ST, which is eating her brain.
*I'm boring right now. Someday soon, I will emerge like a giant moth from a cocoon, and be awesome.
*I'm still (most likely) irrationally annoyed with L1, since I really can't stand people that have to bring their partner everywhere with them. I got over that in high school.
*I miss Ohio summer. I miss it in general, because it my mind it's still my neighborhood and I still know how a summer day should go and it's certainly not happening now. Seasons have sort of ceased to exist since I moved here, which is disappointing and probably not helped by my burrowing in my apartment and not leaving.
*Steel came for a weekend and we gothed it every night, which was exhausting and awesome, except for the not one but two people wanted to leave early which ended with me first not having keys and then later Steel and I having to leave early since the second person was staying at my house.
The first didn't even want to come dancing, and expressed this for the first time by STARTING TO SOB UNCONTROLLABLY when we reached the club. She apparently pulled this lovely trick later the next day. Maybe she was having an off week or something, but geez, if you don't want to do something SAY it. You look manipulative (and quite stupid) if crying is your only recourse when making decisions.
That night was what I've been missing though- Steel and I danced as hard as fencing and the DJ was amazing. I wish I had more people to go with. There's a difference between saying you'd love to come goth dancing and actually enjoying yourself and not poking fun at things or looking uncomfortable. Err, not that that's happened before.
* I have definitively confirmed that violet wands leave me with tiny scabs (from burns?) where ever they touch. It is still three pull ups away. I'm at 3/4. Sigh. Went to party with CG, convinced pretty boy to wand me. She watched. Kinda weird, but par the course for us.
*PEANUT BUTTER PANDA PUFFS. I CANNOT STOP.
* Still not talking to Violet. Think it's for good this time.
* This year's ice cream social flavors: strawberry ricotta, gingered tea, lemon basil sorbet, black pepper lime sorbet, bourbon sweet potato, and we're bringing back the cinnamon sage.
*I think much of my inertia is due to the job. This is the month I promised I would do grad school apps. What fun.
*New fandom, Dr. Who, eating my brain. Also assisting Steel with the ST, which is eating her brain.
*I'm boring right now. Someday soon, I will emerge like a giant moth from a cocoon, and be awesome.