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Oh give me a break; jazz. Just... argh. Just get out and evaporate for a while, thanks.
Um... I rearranged my room, and am deciding on colors to paint it. I still want my script from Krissie and the video from Klanac. And I really miss them. And my sister went to France yesterday. And I really really miss her, and it's only been a day. AND I've been busy for that day, so it's not even like when you have nothing to do but sit around and think and that makes the situation bad- even with business I miss her. I miss the seniors of 04. A whole bunch. Well, I guess I should say that moment in time, not just that group. Because even if they all came back it's not what I'd be thinking about. I say the seniors of 04, but I mean everyone else that was here at that time too- meaning the 05 seniors here too... and just generally my buddies. And of course all the kids who are seniors now would be here too, except Emily Thompson... we'll just add her to that year. My sophomore year was the highlight of my highschool experience... and I find that a bit odd and a bit anticlimatic. I kind of wish I could push it out of my head for a while so that I could enjoy what's going on now instead of constantly comparing now to that year. And the year wasn't even all that spectacular- I mean, it was the best I've had, but it wasn't like the whole world opened up and shone gold for us that year or anything. I 've just kind of... idealized it in my head, I guess. Anyways, long rambling thought process made short, it bothers me. I also am constantly thinking about the first two sentences I wrote in this post, but no one really knows about that because if they did, then it REALLY wouldn't fade out of my head. I suppose that's about it.
I wish I were in college this year.
Um... I rearranged my room, and am deciding on colors to paint it. I still want my script from Krissie and the video from Klanac. And I really miss them. And my sister went to France yesterday. And I really really miss her, and it's only been a day. AND I've been busy for that day, so it's not even like when you have nothing to do but sit around and think and that makes the situation bad- even with business I miss her. I miss the seniors of 04. A whole bunch. Well, I guess I should say that moment in time, not just that group. Because even if they all came back it's not what I'd be thinking about. I say the seniors of 04, but I mean everyone else that was here at that time too- meaning the 05 seniors here too... and just generally my buddies. And of course all the kids who are seniors now would be here too, except Emily Thompson... we'll just add her to that year. My sophomore year was the highlight of my highschool experience... and I find that a bit odd and a bit anticlimatic. I kind of wish I could push it out of my head for a while so that I could enjoy what's going on now instead of constantly comparing now to that year. And the year wasn't even all that spectacular- I mean, it was the best I've had, but it wasn't like the whole world opened up and shone gold for us that year or anything. I 've just kind of... idealized it in my head, I guess. Anyways, long rambling thought process made short, it bothers me. I also am constantly thinking about the first two sentences I wrote in this post, but no one really knows about that because if they did, then it REALLY wouldn't fade out of my head. I suppose that's about it.
I wish I were in college this year.