Id Pro Quo Letter
Hello, and welcome to my id. It is a dark and terrible monster, and I'll be very grateful to you for feeding it.
My id craves non-con or dub-con, and I love narratives that are very much in the moment with the characters, narratives that almost make you feel the physical sensations and emotions of the characters. I like a sense of intimacy, however unwanted or unintended by the characters. I especially like:
- eye contact (especially if the aggressor's face is concealed and only his eyes are visible, the aggressor forcing the victim to look at him so she can't tune it out or pretend he's someone else)
- the victim trying to be stoic or the victim persisting in struggling futilely
- the aggressor whispering into the victim's ear
- the victim feeling the aggressor's breath in her ear or on her skin
- the aggressor holding the victim by her hair or holding both her wrists pinned by one of his hands
- the aggressor nuzzling, kissing, and/or biting victim's neck and/or breasts
- the aggressor kissing the victim during or afterwards but not before the rape
- the aggressor being physically affectionate afterwards (cuddling, stroking victim's hair, etc.)
I dislike and do not want:
- anal sex
- daddy kink
- racial fetish or raceplay
- female characters in bondage (though female character held down by aggressor is fine)
- older male character/younger female character pairing unless specifically requested
- gangbangs unless specifically requested
- first or second person POV
- AUs other than canon divergence AU unless specifically requested
- polyamory unless specifically requested
- asexual or trans headcanon
- watersports
- scat
- necrophilia
- non-con or dub-con where the victim remains unaroused
- non-con or dub-con where the victim is unconscious or asleep
- physical abuse of the female character (grabbing her, pinning her down, or pulling her hair is fine but no hitting).
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28 Days Later (2002)
Selena/Corporal Mitchel (28 Days Later) or Selena/Soldiers (28 Days Later)
Freeform Tags: Lima Syndrome, noncon, Noncon - rapist attempts to comfort victim after rape, Noncon - rapist takes care of victim after raping them, Noncon - Victim Accepts Aftercare From Aggressor
I want the AU where Jim didn't manage to escape when the soldiers took him out to kill him. So they kill Jim, and now Selena and Hannah are left with nine soldiers not only intent on raping them, but also forcing them to play house. Now what?
I'm intrigued by the fact that rather than just strip Selena and Hannah naked, the soldiers forced them to dress up in nice dresses. When Jim sounded the siren and Major West and some soldiers went to check it out, there's a scene of Selena and Hannah sitting on a sofa, with Corporal Mitchell and Private Clifton sitting in armchairs across from them and Private Jones looking out the window. Mitchell and Clifton are eye-fucking Selena, but there's no attempt to grope them or make sexual comments. So clearly Major West had a plan they were supposed to follow, a Civilized Way To Hold Women Captive And Rape Them.
Though earlier our heroes' contact with the soldiers soured because Mitchell grabbed Selena. Re-watching that scene, it seems like a fuckboi attempt at flirting. Later in the movie, after Jim's gotten the infected into the house and they've killed most of the soldiers, when Mitchell is dragging Selena with him as he tries to find a safe path out of the house, he says to her "We're going to find a nice place and we're going to live happy ever after, just you and me." It's intriguing because it seems like Mitchell's not just looking for sex, he wants Selena to be His Woman, even if he has to force her into the role.
Prompts:
1. Selena gets Major West to agree to not allow his men to touch Hannah until her sixteenth birthday in exchange for her cooperation. So she cooperates, and she's surprised by how quickly the soldiers seem to forget that she's their victim, not their girlfriend.
2. Sometimes Selena wishes they'd brutally rape her, it'd make it easier to stay angry and draw strength from her anger. Instead they try to make love to her, and it makes her want to cry.
3. Mitchell likes Selena. She's the type of woman he'd have hit on before the end of the world, though of course she wouldn't have gone out with him. They could be good together. He tries to show her that, but when he succeeds in making her come, she acts as if he's succeeded in breaking her instead.
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Mad Max Series (Movies) (Really only Mad Max: Fury Road)
Cheedo the Fragile/War Boy Harem (Mad Max) or The Dag/War Boys (Mad Max) or Toast the Knowing/War Boy Harem (Mad Max), or Capable/War Boy(s) (Mad Max)
Freeform Tags: Breeding Kink - Forced Breeding, Dubcon - A Thought They Wanted This But Are In Over Their Head and Can't Get Out, Dubcon - Lovingly-Treated Victim Begins to Consent Partway Through Initially Nonconsensual Sex, Trading Sex In Exchange For Favor, Noncon - Agreements Made for Formal/Transactional Sex Are Ignored, noncon
It would have been natural and understandable if the Wives hated Immortan Joe's War Boys, but the fact that they understood the War Boys were also slaves - who didn't even know they were slaves - and they were compassionate towards them was amazing. I ship Breeding Stock/Battle Fodder all the way!
I think War Boys would be reverent towards the Wives even if they were forcing themselves on them. After all, the Wives are 'prize' breeders, they're 'treasures', they're 'shiny and chrome', they're healthy and full-life as opposed to the slowly dying War Boys. For this request, I'm fine with either gangbangs or multiple encounters with different War Boys.
Prompts:
1. The Wives try to replace Immortan Joe's death cult with life-affirming, earth and woman friendly beliefs, a fertility goddess, etc. The War Boys don't really understand their new religion and the concept of consent, but they're zealous in trying to prove their devotion.
2. The War Boys followed Immortan Joe because he promised them entry to Valhalla, so perhaps they refuse to follow Furiosa and the Wives for mere lofty ideals? Maybe they demand a trade of 'services'?
3. One of the Wives deciding the only way to keep particularly troublesome War Boys in line is by fucking them senseless?
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Mad Max Series (Movies) (Really only Mad Max: Fury Road)
War Boys/Original Female Character (Mad Max)
Freeform Tags: Gang Rape, noncon, Noncon - Gang Rape
War Boys are basically a collective personification of violent hyper-masculinity. They inspire both primal fear and primal arousal in me as a woman. They're all that's terrifying and terrible about men, but also physically appealing and impressive. And, due to the canon setting and them having been raised since childhood to be Immortan Joe's soldiers, they genuinely don't know any better. They're monsters, but they're innocent monsters.
I'd love some focus on how overwhelmed the victim feels and how anonymous and inhuman the War Boys seem to her at first, but then their individuality and humanity starting to show as it progresses. Or maybe a focus on a random War Boy waiting for his turn with the victim and trying to make the most of it.
Prompts:
1. A War Boy in the movie referred to the Five Wives as 'prize breeders' - does that mean there are other, non-prize breeders in the Citadel?
2. Perhaps Immortan Joe kept female slaves to service his soldiers, ensuring that just enough of their needs are met to prevent distraction while also ensuring that they don't form emotional ties outside of their loyalty to him and each other.
3. While out raiding in the Wasteland the War Boys capture a woman who's not "shiny and chrome" enough to be taken back as a prize for the Immortan but good enough for them...
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Original Work
Male Mercenary Employed By Sinister Corporation/Female Scientist Colleague (OW)
Freeform Tags: noncon, Noncon - rapist feels guilty afterwards, Noncon - rapist forces victim to orgasm to shame them, Noncon - rapist takes care of victim after raping them, Sex Pollen - Affected Character Pleased To Have Excuse To Rape Unaffected Character
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd love if there was a history of mutual antagonism between the the characters. Like, he is a security contractor who considers 'mercenary' to be a derogatory term and an insult, and she thinks he and the other security staff are just dumb thugs. She is a scientist pursuing research in something banned by most governments (and considered 'wrong' by most people) to satisfy her intellectual curiosity, and he thinks she's a mad scientist and a crazy bitch.
Prompts:
1. The sex pollen or something that has a similar effect happens, and he could restrain himself if he really wanted to, but he doesn't because he thinks she deserves it.
2. Something disastrous happens and they're the only two people left alive in the sinister corporation's underground bunker or on its secret island, and they're alone together indefinitely. She isn't surprised when he rapes her, but she's very surprised by how he treats her afterwards.
3. The sinister corporation instructs its top security operatives to test the facility's security. It's a full on OpFor exercise (pretending to be enemy agents and attacking the facility) and with his face hidden behind a ski mask when he encounters the scientist, the mercenary takes advantage of the opportunity.
4. An argument escalates when he tells her she needs to get laid, leading to her throwing something at him and him pinning her down and fucking her. She's furious that she's unable to do anything but take it - and mortified by how wet she gets and how good it feels.
5. A dark and twisted love story wherein antagonism -> non-consensual sex -> emotional catharsis -> relationship.
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Original Work
Noblewoman/Enemy Common Soldier Held as Prisoner of War (OW)
Freeform Tags: Dubcon - A Thought They Wanted This But Are In Over Their Head and Can't Get Out, Noncon - "Bathe them and bring them to me", Touch-Starved
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd prefer if the characters were strangers who'd never met before. Maybe they don't even speak the same language? Either the noblewoman never married or she's a widow. Perhaps she's had brief flings over the years with visitors or while visiting other fiefdoms, but taking a lover from among her own people would cause more drama than it's worth so she's celibate. Then she finds herself with a dungeon full of fit young enemy soldiers taken as prisoners of war...
Prompts:
1. The common soldier is resentful at being treated like a whore, and annoyed at realizing he doesn't know how to please a woman, having always been concerned with his own pleasure. But he's well aware that the enemy noblewoman can have him killed, so he has to figure out how to satisfy her.
2. She liked the idea of having one of the enemy soldiers service her, and it's thrilling at first, but then she changes her mind. The soldier won't stop, however, and the noblewoman is too embarrassed to shout for her guards.
3. She's okay without sex, but she desperately misses the feel of being held in a man's arms. She selects a prisoner of war with nice broad shoulders and strong arms to simply lay in bed with her and hold her, with no intention of anything more.
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Original Work
Virgin Priestess/Male Enemy Warrior (OW)
Freeform Tags: noncon, Ritual Sex, Character seeking to atone for rape they committed
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd prefer if the characters were strangers who'd never met before.
Prompts:
1. The warrior would never rape anyone in everyday life, but alone with the priestess in her temple, with adrenaline flowing and the battle only now ended, he gives in to his baser urges, telling himself it's practically expected of him.
2. The priestess is trapped in a Ground Day style time loop that started when she was raped by an enemy warrior.
3. A land is conquered by a neighboring power who plan to impose their religion on the conquered people. As a term of surrender, the conquered people agree to their virgin priestess being publicly defiled by a warrior of the conquering army. The priestess is terrified but has no choice but to agree.
4. He can't stop thinking about the priestess he raped, and he begins to feel remorseful and ashamed of himself. She haunts his dreams every night until he decides to find her and make amends somehow.
My id craves non-con or dub-con, and I love narratives that are very much in the moment with the characters, narratives that almost make you feel the physical sensations and emotions of the characters. I like a sense of intimacy, however unwanted or unintended by the characters. I especially like:
- eye contact (especially if the aggressor's face is concealed and only his eyes are visible, the aggressor forcing the victim to look at him so she can't tune it out or pretend he's someone else)
- the victim trying to be stoic or the victim persisting in struggling futilely
- the aggressor whispering into the victim's ear
- the victim feeling the aggressor's breath in her ear or on her skin
- the aggressor holding the victim by her hair or holding both her wrists pinned by one of his hands
- the aggressor nuzzling, kissing, and/or biting victim's neck and/or breasts
- the aggressor kissing the victim during or afterwards but not before the rape
- the aggressor being physically affectionate afterwards (cuddling, stroking victim's hair, etc.)
I dislike and do not want:
- anal sex
- daddy kink
- racial fetish or raceplay
- female characters in bondage (though female character held down by aggressor is fine)
- older male character/younger female character pairing unless specifically requested
- gangbangs unless specifically requested
- first or second person POV
- AUs other than canon divergence AU unless specifically requested
- polyamory unless specifically requested
- asexual or trans headcanon
- watersports
- scat
- necrophilia
- non-con or dub-con where the victim remains unaroused
- non-con or dub-con where the victim is unconscious or asleep
- physical abuse of the female character (grabbing her, pinning her down, or pulling her hair is fine but no hitting).
-
28 Days Later (2002)
Selena/Corporal Mitchel (28 Days Later) or Selena/Soldiers (28 Days Later)
Freeform Tags: Lima Syndrome, noncon, Noncon - rapist attempts to comfort victim after rape, Noncon - rapist takes care of victim after raping them, Noncon - Victim Accepts Aftercare From Aggressor
I want the AU where Jim didn't manage to escape when the soldiers took him out to kill him. So they kill Jim, and now Selena and Hannah are left with nine soldiers not only intent on raping them, but also forcing them to play house. Now what?
I'm intrigued by the fact that rather than just strip Selena and Hannah naked, the soldiers forced them to dress up in nice dresses. When Jim sounded the siren and Major West and some soldiers went to check it out, there's a scene of Selena and Hannah sitting on a sofa, with Corporal Mitchell and Private Clifton sitting in armchairs across from them and Private Jones looking out the window. Mitchell and Clifton are eye-fucking Selena, but there's no attempt to grope them or make sexual comments. So clearly Major West had a plan they were supposed to follow, a Civilized Way To Hold Women Captive And Rape Them.
Though earlier our heroes' contact with the soldiers soured because Mitchell grabbed Selena. Re-watching that scene, it seems like a fuckboi attempt at flirting. Later in the movie, after Jim's gotten the infected into the house and they've killed most of the soldiers, when Mitchell is dragging Selena with him as he tries to find a safe path out of the house, he says to her "We're going to find a nice place and we're going to live happy ever after, just you and me." It's intriguing because it seems like Mitchell's not just looking for sex, he wants Selena to be His Woman, even if he has to force her into the role.
Prompts:
1. Selena gets Major West to agree to not allow his men to touch Hannah until her sixteenth birthday in exchange for her cooperation. So she cooperates, and she's surprised by how quickly the soldiers seem to forget that she's their victim, not their girlfriend.
2. Sometimes Selena wishes they'd brutally rape her, it'd make it easier to stay angry and draw strength from her anger. Instead they try to make love to her, and it makes her want to cry.
3. Mitchell likes Selena. She's the type of woman he'd have hit on before the end of the world, though of course she wouldn't have gone out with him. They could be good together. He tries to show her that, but when he succeeds in making her come, she acts as if he's succeeded in breaking her instead.
-
Mad Max Series (Movies) (Really only Mad Max: Fury Road)
Cheedo the Fragile/War Boy Harem (Mad Max) or The Dag/War Boys (Mad Max) or Toast the Knowing/War Boy Harem (Mad Max), or Capable/War Boy(s) (Mad Max)
Freeform Tags: Breeding Kink - Forced Breeding, Dubcon - A Thought They Wanted This But Are In Over Their Head and Can't Get Out, Dubcon - Lovingly-Treated Victim Begins to Consent Partway Through Initially Nonconsensual Sex, Trading Sex In Exchange For Favor, Noncon - Agreements Made for Formal/Transactional Sex Are Ignored, noncon
It would have been natural and understandable if the Wives hated Immortan Joe's War Boys, but the fact that they understood the War Boys were also slaves - who didn't even know they were slaves - and they were compassionate towards them was amazing. I ship Breeding Stock/Battle Fodder all the way!
I think War Boys would be reverent towards the Wives even if they were forcing themselves on them. After all, the Wives are 'prize' breeders, they're 'treasures', they're 'shiny and chrome', they're healthy and full-life as opposed to the slowly dying War Boys. For this request, I'm fine with either gangbangs or multiple encounters with different War Boys.
Prompts:
1. The Wives try to replace Immortan Joe's death cult with life-affirming, earth and woman friendly beliefs, a fertility goddess, etc. The War Boys don't really understand their new religion and the concept of consent, but they're zealous in trying to prove their devotion.
2. The War Boys followed Immortan Joe because he promised them entry to Valhalla, so perhaps they refuse to follow Furiosa and the Wives for mere lofty ideals? Maybe they demand a trade of 'services'?
3. One of the Wives deciding the only way to keep particularly troublesome War Boys in line is by fucking them senseless?
-
Mad Max Series (Movies) (Really only Mad Max: Fury Road)
War Boys/Original Female Character (Mad Max)
Freeform Tags: Gang Rape, noncon, Noncon - Gang Rape
War Boys are basically a collective personification of violent hyper-masculinity. They inspire both primal fear and primal arousal in me as a woman. They're all that's terrifying and terrible about men, but also physically appealing and impressive. And, due to the canon setting and them having been raised since childhood to be Immortan Joe's soldiers, they genuinely don't know any better. They're monsters, but they're innocent monsters.
I'd love some focus on how overwhelmed the victim feels and how anonymous and inhuman the War Boys seem to her at first, but then their individuality and humanity starting to show as it progresses. Or maybe a focus on a random War Boy waiting for his turn with the victim and trying to make the most of it.
Prompts:
1. A War Boy in the movie referred to the Five Wives as 'prize breeders' - does that mean there are other, non-prize breeders in the Citadel?
2. Perhaps Immortan Joe kept female slaves to service his soldiers, ensuring that just enough of their needs are met to prevent distraction while also ensuring that they don't form emotional ties outside of their loyalty to him and each other.
3. While out raiding in the Wasteland the War Boys capture a woman who's not "shiny and chrome" enough to be taken back as a prize for the Immortan but good enough for them...
-
Original Work
Male Mercenary Employed By Sinister Corporation/Female Scientist Colleague (OW)
Freeform Tags: noncon, Noncon - rapist feels guilty afterwards, Noncon - rapist forces victim to orgasm to shame them, Noncon - rapist takes care of victim after raping them, Sex Pollen - Affected Character Pleased To Have Excuse To Rape Unaffected Character
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd love if there was a history of mutual antagonism between the the characters. Like, he is a security contractor who considers 'mercenary' to be a derogatory term and an insult, and she thinks he and the other security staff are just dumb thugs. She is a scientist pursuing research in something banned by most governments (and considered 'wrong' by most people) to satisfy her intellectual curiosity, and he thinks she's a mad scientist and a crazy bitch.
Prompts:
1. The sex pollen or something that has a similar effect happens, and he could restrain himself if he really wanted to, but he doesn't because he thinks she deserves it.
2. Something disastrous happens and they're the only two people left alive in the sinister corporation's underground bunker or on its secret island, and they're alone together indefinitely. She isn't surprised when he rapes her, but she's very surprised by how he treats her afterwards.
3. The sinister corporation instructs its top security operatives to test the facility's security. It's a full on OpFor exercise (pretending to be enemy agents and attacking the facility) and with his face hidden behind a ski mask when he encounters the scientist, the mercenary takes advantage of the opportunity.
4. An argument escalates when he tells her she needs to get laid, leading to her throwing something at him and him pinning her down and fucking her. She's furious that she's unable to do anything but take it - and mortified by how wet she gets and how good it feels.
5. A dark and twisted love story wherein antagonism -> non-consensual sex -> emotional catharsis -> relationship.
-
Original Work
Noblewoman/Enemy Common Soldier Held as Prisoner of War (OW)
Freeform Tags: Dubcon - A Thought They Wanted This But Are In Over Their Head and Can't Get Out, Noncon - "Bathe them and bring them to me", Touch-Starved
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd prefer if the characters were strangers who'd never met before. Maybe they don't even speak the same language? Either the noblewoman never married or she's a widow. Perhaps she's had brief flings over the years with visitors or while visiting other fiefdoms, but taking a lover from among her own people would cause more drama than it's worth so she's celibate. Then she finds herself with a dungeon full of fit young enemy soldiers taken as prisoners of war...
Prompts:
1. The common soldier is resentful at being treated like a whore, and annoyed at realizing he doesn't know how to please a woman, having always been concerned with his own pleasure. But he's well aware that the enemy noblewoman can have him killed, so he has to figure out how to satisfy her.
2. She liked the idea of having one of the enemy soldiers service her, and it's thrilling at first, but then she changes her mind. The soldier won't stop, however, and the noblewoman is too embarrassed to shout for her guards.
3. She's okay without sex, but she desperately misses the feel of being held in a man's arms. She selects a prisoner of war with nice broad shoulders and strong arms to simply lay in bed with her and hold her, with no intention of anything more.
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Original Work
Virgin Priestess/Male Enemy Warrior (OW)
Freeform Tags: noncon, Ritual Sex, Character seeking to atone for rape they committed
I'd strongly prefer it if both characters were single and childless, and if they were approximately the same age or the female character was older than the male character. For this pairing, I'd prefer if the characters were strangers who'd never met before.
Prompts:
1. The warrior would never rape anyone in everyday life, but alone with the priestess in her temple, with adrenaline flowing and the battle only now ended, he gives in to his baser urges, telling himself it's practically expected of him.
2. The priestess is trapped in a Ground Day style time loop that started when she was raped by an enemy warrior.
3. A land is conquered by a neighboring power who plan to impose their religion on the conquered people. As a term of surrender, the conquered people agree to their virgin priestess being publicly defiled by a warrior of the conquering army. The priestess is terrified but has no choice but to agree.
4. He can't stop thinking about the priestess he raped, and he begins to feel remorseful and ashamed of himself. She haunts his dreams every night until he decides to find her and make amends somehow.