From Delicious to Benzos
I'm medically addicted to Klonopin.
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clonazepam)
It actually does it's job. It's very weird. I take a drug, and yet another neurosis fades away for however long it lasts. It doesn't fix anything, it just turns the anxiety off, with a little sedation.
But when it wears off, I start withdrawing.
It's a feeling I've never experienced. True, physical withdrawal.
I need to take the opportunity of this weirdness to get things patched, at least a bit. Because I could go either way at this point:
Up, into interest, planning, future, hope.
or down, into the ever-lasting present.
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clonazepam)
It actually does it's job. It's very weird. I take a drug, and yet another neurosis fades away for however long it lasts. It doesn't fix anything, it just turns the anxiety off, with a little sedation.
But when it wears off, I start withdrawing.
It's a feeling I've never experienced. True, physical withdrawal.
I need to take the opportunity of this weirdness to get things patched, at least a bit. Because I could go either way at this point:
Up, into interest, planning, future, hope.
or down, into the ever-lasting present.