Nov 26, 2007 10:52
Too many variables, too many factors to be able to pinpoint exactly the causes, even the nature of my states. My consciousness rests in a fantastically complex web of circumstance, created by the web as well as supported. The body is the brain is the mind.
Easy to overclock, underclock, wake up, put to sleep, dilate, salivate.
Processes. Symptoms. Functions.
Extremely difficult to troubleshoot.
No manual, see? Not even source code.
Just cause and effect. Trial and error.
The shadows of If-Then statements.
If chemicals, then chemicals.
Chemistry, pharmacology, biology, philosophy.