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I just talked to manda on the phone for a good hour and a half. It was so nice to have a girl to really talk too. I have chelsea and kathy but chelsea is super busy and I don't feel totally comfortable talking to kathy about everything. There are certain things that just don't feel the same talking to murray about. I can obviously talk to him about everything but it is nice to have a girl go "oh yeah, I totally know what you mean" or "yeah my boyfriend does that too" With chelsea, her boyfriend is at a totally different spot in his life than mine, so she can't completely relate and Kathy doesn't have a boyfriend so....
I don't even know why I bother writing in here anymore. I doubt anyone reads it and if they do, they're just lurking because I haven't had a comment in here forever.
I guess this is just kind of a little haven now. I write these entries for myself now. In like 10 years I can log on here and be like oh I remember the time when I did that or that sucked.
I cannot believe I have less than a month and a half with the boy I am absolutely in love with. Things will be much different. I have good friends though and they will help me get through it. Also, it feels nice to have no ties with most people from high school. At the same time, it gets lonely. But I know in the long run its good to be away from all that drama. The ups and downs were no good for my generally even mood.
I don't even know why I bother writing in here anymore. I doubt anyone reads it and if they do, they're just lurking because I haven't had a comment in here forever.
I guess this is just kind of a little haven now. I write these entries for myself now. In like 10 years I can log on here and be like oh I remember the time when I did that or that sucked.
I cannot believe I have less than a month and a half with the boy I am absolutely in love with. Things will be much different. I have good friends though and they will help me get through it. Also, it feels nice to have no ties with most people from high school. At the same time, it gets lonely. But I know in the long run its good to be away from all that drama. The ups and downs were no good for my generally even mood.