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i have been thinking of my mother more, she is pushing through here and there, probably because the holidays are around the corner.
i feel good about the holidays for a change. distracted though, maybe thats why. i dont really want to spend time on the normal things, like my mothers family. instead of course i want to dance and spend time with sexy dancing men, or reading my new friends on fetlife and facebook. cest le vie.
i think soon enough though i will have to sit down and remember again. cause i forgot and it shocks me when i remember. and i only tend to like to remember before bed.
i feel good about the holidays for a change. distracted though, maybe thats why. i dont really want to spend time on the normal things, like my mothers family. instead of course i want to dance and spend time with sexy dancing men, or reading my new friends on fetlife and facebook. cest le vie.
i think soon enough though i will have to sit down and remember again. cause i forgot and it shocks me when i remember. and i only tend to like to remember before bed.