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Ok, Paul made this amazing poem. and it is titled lucid dreams. remember PAUL WROTE THIS. PAUL BOYER. NOT ME!
LUCID DREAMS
feeling this insanity
respecting all humanity
falling for another fear
watching fall another tear
looking at the stars above
making space for your love
hoping life is what it seems
we're just living lucid dreams
***
well first of all, like me, you probably don't know what a lucid dream is. this is what Paul wrote...
-lucid dream: a lucid dream is a dream in which the dreamer realizes they are dreaming and is able stay in the dream taking complete control of the events in the dream. said to be one of the most exhilerating experiences possible because of the endless imagination of the brain and the reality it seems to create.
and it made me realize. those are my dreams. i swear to god, like it's weird. i've never really been able to explain it to people. nobody ever really understood me. i've had this ablility, that i noticed the past few years, to alter my dreams to how i want. i also have found the power to tune in and out of dreams whenever i want. i mean, if a dream isn't going well, a lot of the time, i can hear myself thinking, "wake up, this is sad." And I do! Later on, after shaking off the pain or shudders, I get curious and i can hear myself thinking, "what was going to happen next. I have to find out." And I do! I re-enter the dream! i always thought that it was my imagaination, but i guess it is true. A lot of the time, I'll wake up in the morning, with this big story that's been going, and i remember waking up over and over through the night. Like I said earlier, I can alter my dreams to, however, this can become more of a "sometimes" than the tuning(which i can do whenever). "sometimes", i can't do change anything from what is happening. but yeah...i'm boring you now.
i guess, when i do remember my dreams that is, i have a strange knack to control them...i realized that tonight. and now i shall astound the world with my recent knowledge from a brillant dreaded runner's poem. :)
** updates**
i'm going to michigan on saturday for a week
blair and eric broke up-- sorry blair :(
um. who knows what's going to happen with me and the big "T"
shit....i can't believe this happened in mid-entry...
LUCID DREAMS
feeling this insanity
respecting all humanity
falling for another fear
watching fall another tear
looking at the stars above
making space for your love
hoping life is what it seems
we're just living lucid dreams
***
well first of all, like me, you probably don't know what a lucid dream is. this is what Paul wrote...
-lucid dream: a lucid dream is a dream in which the dreamer realizes they are dreaming and is able stay in the dream taking complete control of the events in the dream. said to be one of the most exhilerating experiences possible because of the endless imagination of the brain and the reality it seems to create.
and it made me realize. those are my dreams. i swear to god, like it's weird. i've never really been able to explain it to people. nobody ever really understood me. i've had this ablility, that i noticed the past few years, to alter my dreams to how i want. i also have found the power to tune in and out of dreams whenever i want. i mean, if a dream isn't going well, a lot of the time, i can hear myself thinking, "wake up, this is sad." And I do! Later on, after shaking off the pain or shudders, I get curious and i can hear myself thinking, "what was going to happen next. I have to find out." And I do! I re-enter the dream! i always thought that it was my imagaination, but i guess it is true. A lot of the time, I'll wake up in the morning, with this big story that's been going, and i remember waking up over and over through the night. Like I said earlier, I can alter my dreams to, however, this can become more of a "sometimes" than the tuning(which i can do whenever). "sometimes", i can't do change anything from what is happening. but yeah...i'm boring you now.
i guess, when i do remember my dreams that is, i have a strange knack to control them...i realized that tonight. and now i shall astound the world with my recent knowledge from a brillant dreaded runner's poem. :)
** updates**
i'm going to michigan on saturday for a week
blair and eric broke up-- sorry blair :(
um. who knows what's going to happen with me and the big "T"
shit....i can't believe this happened in mid-entry...