Sep 25, 2006 23:34
I have never felt bigger than I do right now.
A long time ago I came to appreciate my up bringing. All the hardships, especially that of the lack of a father figure.
Without that past I would not have become who I am now and I would not have gained the father figures I have now.
However I have always, due to lingering adverse effects, lived under the shadow of my biological father. A small, pathetic excuse of a human.
I had forgotten what he looks like even longer ago. I just saw a picture of him for the first time since my age was in the single digits. And I must say. Seeing something like that, and knowing what I have become, especially considering who I came from, would make anyone feel good about themselves.
I'm taller, bigger, stronger, faster, and smarter than this man and his shadow. I already knew this. I've boasted about my freak fortune considering my genetics for quite some time.
But it's always really nice to have a reminder.
So I guess I have felt this big before.
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If my head gets any more inflated, I think I might leave the gravitational pull.