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I have a lot to write about. And I will write tomorrow. I am just so tired right now . . . But I wanted to say something because I feel that I am just being used lately. I'm sick of people coming to me and ranting and raving, telling me what's wrong, and what bugs them, or asking me for advice on what to do. Then I ask them later on how things went, or if anything has gotten better . . . then they get mad at me because I try to show that I care about them, and I want to make sure that they are doing better. I hate to see my friends in pain, or my friends hurt emotionally or mental. What is so wrong with wanting to make sure my friens are ok? If y'all are going to come to me with a problem, or with something bad that happened in your life . . expect me to check up on you later!
Another Thing that pisses me off, is y'all expect me to be there for you, but there are a very few of you who I can and could ever count on. This has been the hardest summer of my life, and very few of you have been there for me no matter what. I could count you all on one hand, the very few that have gone above and beyond what I would of ever expected from you. And I would go above and beyond for any one of my friends, no matter if they have done it for me or not. i jut don't see how people can think that I should be there no matter what, but they don't have to be there for me at all! I just don't understand.
"We all have things about our friends that make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a 'Wow! I wish I had that person's hair/eyes/money/relationship/toenails/whatever.' So tell me what about me makes you envy me (if there is such a thing), then post this in your LJ and see what makes me envious of you."
c'mon guys - you know you want to.
Say something interesting, k? K.