Sometimes I just don't understand
I don't understand it how it is that I can keep this promise I have made, but you can't keep yours. Why should I keep mine? Oh that's right... I just broke it and in a way it felt damn good. I'm tired of everyone falling back on. I'm tired of being lied to... I'm tired of promises being broken to me. What am I supposed to do? A girl can only take so much.
I feel so lost... so empty. I don't get that either. I have everything I want, a wonderful boyfriend, no arguements with my family, getting along with my friends... but yet it feels like something is missing.
I know no one is gonna read this... and if you do, please comment.
I mean right now, I could use somebody to talk to.. anybody... but theres nobody... So I have to resort to this... a journal... What am I gonna do... I dont know...
I give up... I'm tired of everything... It sometimes feels like I have nothing... like now... I feel lonely... lost..empty...confused... and so much more. Its so screwed.
:-/
I feel so lost... so empty. I don't get that either. I have everything I want, a wonderful boyfriend, no arguements with my family, getting along with my friends... but yet it feels like something is missing.
I know no one is gonna read this... and if you do, please comment.
I mean right now, I could use somebody to talk to.. anybody... but theres nobody... So I have to resort to this... a journal... What am I gonna do... I dont know...
I give up... I'm tired of everything... It sometimes feels like I have nothing... like now... I feel lonely... lost..empty...confused... and so much more. Its so screwed.
:-/