Jun 06, 2004 11:42
I keep online journals because I have no memory. If I wrote in a paper journal, I would lose it. Fact.
Tuesday I am asking someone out, I feel like I am 15.
I'm not sure how I feel about living with people yet. It's been a while, but I am still as indecisive as ever. Sometimes it's alright, but right now I want so scoop my eyeballs out, and I can feel my veins popping out of my head. It's funny, considering I have not had a real conversation with Jamie in a while, and derek just likes to piss me off, so really, it's kind of like they're not even here, and I am just reading their journals like I used to, to get to know what they are thinking. Maybe I am just really tired, and I don't remember anything up until today, that is mostly true. Ah fuck, who really cares anyway? NOT ME!! bitchbitchmoanwhinewhine.