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Overall, almost $400 was spent yesterday getting me ready for college. I am conflicted with feelings of being spoiled and being prepared. But, then I try to remind myself that over half of it was my hard-earned money. Somehow it doesn't make me feel better.
I was so excited about it all yesterday, but (and this isn't even strange, I've come to expect it really) it wasn't as fun as I would have hoped. In the end I was just glad to have overcome it. And the best part of the day was still composed by David, and a shining bit of honesty that a lot of girls would except as a lie, just so they could hear it.
(It's the little things that end up being big)
[Hahahaha, except for *maybe* a penis]
Today we open the store and I'm scared as shit. I'm going to get there early so that I can get used to the headset. Shit, shit, shit.
What I really want to do is spend the day outside.
But that will be ok, once I see a few more paychecks and then tell them all goodbye.
I hate waiting for phone calls.
I was so excited about it all yesterday, but (and this isn't even strange, I've come to expect it really) it wasn't as fun as I would have hoped. In the end I was just glad to have overcome it. And the best part of the day was still composed by David, and a shining bit of honesty that a lot of girls would except as a lie, just so they could hear it.
(It's the little things that end up being big)
[Hahahaha, except for *maybe* a penis]
Today we open the store and I'm scared as shit. I'm going to get there early so that I can get used to the headset. Shit, shit, shit.
What I really want to do is spend the day outside.
But that will be ok, once I see a few more paychecks and then tell them all goodbye.
I hate waiting for phone calls.