Homesick
Sitting in a bus station after work brings up the feeling of lonliness and unwanted solitude. Glance around the lobby looking for signs of wanted communication or at least some sort of comfort. A pretty girl sits down in the seat a couple over from me. I attempt to make eye contact, it occurs, i make a weak attempt at a warm smile, my bus arrives and im gone. This situation brought to my attention how different my life would be if I would have communicated with everyone I wanted to.
Also, recently it has been brought to my attention of how much I miss the comfort of waterloo. It was a blanket of warmth over me. As much as I thought I hated it, I now know I loved it. I feel so anonymous in this city, back home I new so many people and I knew where I could find them when I needed them. Here I dont really have any friends whom I truly trust like I trust the jerks. Perhaps it is just the way I think but i always wonder if these so called friends are truly my friends or am I the annoying guy that can't take the hint. I miss my room, my loud tunes, I miss walking across the street to see my best friend, I miss chillin late at night listen to acoustic guitars, I miss baden hill, I miss my girlfriend, I miss my close friends and even those who werent so close,I miss my mom's cooking and my Dad's horrible jokes that still made me laugh, I miss my brothers and their antics, I even miss my annoying dog, I can not wait to get home. Here is good HOME is ten times better.
Can not wait until December
Also, recently it has been brought to my attention of how much I miss the comfort of waterloo. It was a blanket of warmth over me. As much as I thought I hated it, I now know I loved it. I feel so anonymous in this city, back home I new so many people and I knew where I could find them when I needed them. Here I dont really have any friends whom I truly trust like I trust the jerks. Perhaps it is just the way I think but i always wonder if these so called friends are truly my friends or am I the annoying guy that can't take the hint. I miss my room, my loud tunes, I miss walking across the street to see my best friend, I miss chillin late at night listen to acoustic guitars, I miss baden hill, I miss my girlfriend, I miss my close friends and even those who werent so close,I miss my mom's cooking and my Dad's horrible jokes that still made me laugh, I miss my brothers and their antics, I even miss my annoying dog, I can not wait to get home. Here is good HOME is ten times better.
Can not wait until December