Rude awakening hits Barrie

[redbaron19]

Every time we hear things we never really hear, everytime we see something we never really see, everytime we do something we never really do it. If this doesnt make sense thats okay because it makes sense to me. I have watched the world pass byu day after day taking part in what is my life not really veiwing things carefully. Its like in seinfeld when they are sitting at the cafe talking about funerals and how they make you change your mind set to I will live each day as if it were my last and wont waste a moment. I honestly must say i wont be able to follow thru on that nor will i go on to state such things. I am just going to take the time to remember and enjoy the life and times i have had with my grandma ma as i called her. See tonight i was informed by my mother that my grandma would never again set foot in her house and that her body was slowly failing on her, hence the rude awakening. I know she is old and sick but it all seems to early in my book. She shouldnt have to deal with that sort of stuff. The grandma i experianced was always pleasant and joyful would openly carry on a convo with anyone who was with in earshot. I use to always sit and listen to her stories even if it was the 20th telling i loved to hear about events that she has experiance. At 81 she has seen and in the time left will still see so much. She knows what it is like to live with next to nothing and watch everything fail she knows the fear of a madman trying to take over the world. We, in our time are unable to comprehend such things. Sure we have bin ladden and saddam and some might even say bush is apart of that category but none of this have done what hitler almost managed to do. Marion Young experianced this first hand, just imagine the fear. I cant even concieve what she has been apart of and experianced my mind just can not grasp the concept. We should all be so lucky to be as blessed as she has been and will continue to be. I am stuck here with memories of summer after summer of spends a week playing golf with her. watching that ridiculous golf swing work over and over again and yet unable to understand why. So many memories enter my head and then leave i can even begin to write them all down. I just thought i let the jerks know what is going on and just know how much this lady means to me. Marion Young will forever be with me and will never be forgotten.

On A better note i will be home the weekend of the oct 29 to reunite once again.

Apologies go out to beefcake cause i know he hates long entries.