(no subject)
so i am more than ready to graduate and get the hell out of this crap hole of a town/school. since about last friday i have hated going to school, something about it really bugs me, it's not the education part so much as it is the people there. well to be specific the only "clique" that i am accostumed to hanging out with. randomly i just kinda snapped, i guess you can say, just not that dramatically, and i just thought to myself "why the hell am i hanging out with them, some of those people really piss me off, and it's not just one time, they do it ALL THE TIME, and after all the shit i have done FOR them!" you just can't take it after a point. so since last friday i had been ignoring ALL of them, and just dissassociated myself from ALL of them, one of the girls, who i have known for a very long time and have been friends with for a very long time, came up to me and asked if i was alright....i replied that i was fine, but ever since then i had been thinking of that. i shouldn't be ignoring ALL of them, there are some people that have never done anything bad to me and that i actually do like, and she was one of them...so i decided to single her and only one other girl out in talking with them, the others, i just straight up ignore, especially one, i am enjoying giving her a taste of her own f*ing medicine, i am sick and tired of these stupid pettty girl drama...i just want to get away, it has even come to the point when they start gossiping about other people and like it seems so outrageous i get really pissed off, so now that i have worked out the details for how i'm deciding to finish off my school year i'm not as pissed off as i was before (although it may seem so) the past couple of days had been bothering me because i was ignoring those two people that i realized had done nothing wrong and i had promised myself to not just drift away from those who had done nothing wrong to me and were really good friends, cause guess what i REALLY regretted that decision from a previous time, i think that may be one of the very few things if not the only thing, that i regret in my life. so yea...