It's not so bad
Despite all the things that have gone wrong here lately I feel happy. I feel like life really is good. Not so good for me right now but still good. I don't feel like crying all the time anymore. It's still not how I want it but it's good enough. I feel like things might just start going right finally. Everything feels good. I wish things could be different but I've finally realized they can't be and I'm willing to live with that and see the better side of things. Life is good!